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J&L383
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- Jul 18, 2023
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I admire and respect your resolve. Peace, fellow traveler. I am wishing you all you desire.
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I think he's taking something like a barbiturate, it should be peaceful. I only did some quick research though.I have no idea how your method works, so I just wish you good luck.
Do you plan to be on this forum until the end, or do you want to focus entirely on CTB?
Yep, still here. Trying to record a video suicide note but keep deleting them. Done with pretty much everything else. Will take meto in around 2.5 hours from now and then the elixir 45 mins later.Just checking up on you. You still here with us?
Hope it goes smoothly. Hope you finally find freedom from suffering and pain.
I've chosen my farewell song. This will play on loop beside me. Also, VERY ODDLY, there's a thunderstorm building up rn. I'm an atheist and don't believe in anything superstitious but it's really odd that there's a thunderstorm this time of the year in this region without ANY prior warning.
It looks like a drug production kit.Opening 51 vials of this stuff has been the most difficult part of this entire process.
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Tell me you're dedicated without telling me you're dedicated.Opening 51 vials of this stuff has been the most difficult part of this entire process.
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Man on a missionHow are you feeling at this very moment my friend
Farewell kind soul you will be missed a lot!Surprisingly easy to drink. Sucralose helped immensely
Whiskey now
Sweet dreams, may you rest in ethernal peace šI'm gonna go now, feeling sleepy
We love you too. Rest easySurprisingly easy to drink. Sucralose helped immensely
Whiskey now
Don't know when I'll pass out but I'd like to take this opportunity to say I love you guys and you all deserve better.