Less than 24 hours to go to ctb; eating my last meal.

[INTJme]

I ctb tomorrow 10PM IST, 12:30 PM EST, 5:30PM GMT. My method is Sodium Thiopental taken orally combined with plastic bag to make it foolproof.

Staying at a 5-star chain hotel far away from home. Just ate my last meal – Paneer tikka masala, dal makhani and Garlic naan. Sipping on Corona too as I type. Although, I will be drinking alcohol tomorrow as well (whiskey alongside thiopental to potentiate it.)

Not sure if I'll post a goodbye thread cus this could act as one too? Anyway, less than 24hrs of mental agony to go! Looking forward to finally getting some well-deserved sleep.

P.S. Hoping nobody read the pre-edited title cus it was funnily embarrassing!

 

[Dayrain]

@INTJme What dosage you decided on?

 

[INTJme]

@INTJme What dosage you decided on?

25grams in 180mL water. I'll maybe add some honey but unsure at the moment.

 

[Dayrain]

180mL

I hope that's not too much with the sulphur component. Which antiemetic you decided to take?

 

[INTJme]

I hope that's not too much with the sulphur component. What antiemetic you decided to take?

Metoclopramide 30mg.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you good luck getting through those hours in peace. I hope the meal was delicious

 

[justcallmeJ]

Good luck on your journey, i wish you the best <3

 

[Linda]

I hope all goes well for you.

 

[thenamingofcats]

Peace will be with you soon. I appreciate how you've gone out in style these past days. How would you like to be remembered, if at all?

 

[INTJme]

Peace will be with you soon. I appreciate how you've gone out in style these past days. How would you like to be remembered, if at all?

A man of unshakable integrity and resolve.

 

[FuneralCry]

Goodbye. I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[divinemistress36]

Are you excited or scared?

 

[unabletocope]

Good luck

 

[INTJme]

Are you excited or scared?

Nonchalant. Was that an option?

 

[divinemistress36]

Nonchalant. Was that an option?

I'm happy for you!

 

[bipbapbop]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[Lifeaffirmingchoice]

Hadn't heard of this, sounds like a peaceful way to go. How did you acquire it, if you don't mind asking? Wish you the best for the journey and glad you enjoyed your last few days.

 

[Dayrain]

I'll maybe add some honey but unsure at the moment.

I see you minimized the amount of water already with that dosage, so maybe you have a little leeway. But as you know, it creates a bigger amount.

 

[INTJme]

Hadn't heard of this, sounds like a peaceful way to go. How did you acquire it, if you don't mind asking? Wish you the best for the journey and glad you enjoyed your last few days.

I'm from India and it's available here.

I see you minimized the amount of water already with that dosage, so maybe you have a little leeway. But as you know, it creates a bigger amount.

Yeah, we'll see how it goes tomorrow.

 

[Lifeaffirmingchoice]

I'm from India and it's available here.

Yeah, we'll see how it goes tomorrow.

Oh wow, thanks for that information. I really wish you a peaceful journey, and relief.

 

[Agon321]

I have no idea how your method works, so I just wish you good luck.

Do you plan to be on this forum until the end, or do you want to focus entirely on CTB?

 

[bookgirl]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

 

[Linda]

A man of unshakable integrity and resolve.

That's a wonderful epitaph.

Nonchalant. Was that an option?

"Nonchalant." That's a fine answer. I hope I can do as well when my time comes.

 

[INTJme]

I have no idea how your method works, so I just wish you good luck.

Do you plan to be on this forum until the end, or do you want to focus entirely on CTB?

I'll be here for a bit, at least up until I've taken my meto and waiting to take my drink.

 

[Ctrl_Alt_DEL]

Whats your feelig right now, my friend?
Ill be in your exact position (chain hotel to CTB) in a couple of days.
Good luck

 

[INTJme]

Whats your feelig right now, my friend?
Ill be in your exact position (chain hotel to CTB) in a couple of days.
Good luck

I'm in good spirits

 

[sukiduki]

good luck and wish you well. sounds like a nice last meal and hopefully the 5 star hotel is comfortable

 

[CountingSeconds]

I hope you find peace

 

[iloverachel]

I ctb tomorrow 10PM IST, 12:30 PM EST, 5:30PM GMT. My method is Sodium Thiopental taken orally combined with plastic bag to make it foolproof.

Staying at a 5-star chain hotel far away from home. Just ate my last meal – Paneer tikka masala, dal makhani and Garlic naan. Sipping on Corona too as I type. Although, I will be drinking alcohol tomorrow as well (whiskey alongside thiopental to potentiate it.)

Not sure if I'll post a goodbye thread cus this could act as one too? Anyway, less than 24hrs of mental agony to go! Looking forward to finally getting some well-deserved sleep.

P.S. Hoping nobody read the pre-edited title cus it was funnily embarrassing!

Good luck my friend. Hope everything goes well. I have enjoyed your posts on here. You are a great person and you will be missed!