Leaving soon for good. Goodbye everyone, thank you for help and everything.

[Qverty7455]

Hey everyone, so I came to conclusion that my problems and mental health won't ever get better and catching the bus is my destiny and only way to get out of this nightmare that is every day in my life. Today's world is just so corrupted and I am tired of this and need to leave.
I will rent a hotel room in a few weeks and do the 2day regimen and drink SN (Stan's guide). Then I am (hopefully) gone for good.
I have body dysmorphobic disorder, hard depression, OCD and other problems with my personality that denied me the chance to live normally and I just hate everything in my life, my whole face and I know there is no way to improve my looks, only way to get rid of these problems is to get rid of this body via suicide. I lost everyone, my hobbies and most importantly my life. Every day is worse and worse. I lost all of my faith and leaving this world is my only wish so I hope I would be able to succeed.

Thank you everyone for kind words, help, chat and everything. I wish that everyone will find a reason and purpose in life and won't end like I will. And if your problems are unsolvable I hope that you will be able to leave peacefully and without much trouble and pain.
I will self ban myself so mods please don't ban me just now.

Goodbye everyone.

 

[Jean4]

Sending you lots of love. We are here if you want to talk and will be here if you need us. You aren't alone.

 

[Carina]

I' m so sorry, people here on and board are here to listen if you want to vent, or whatever you may want even, even though it seems like you already know what you want--but still, at least you'll know that you aren't alone.

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I wish you a smooth journey and hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Hey everyone, so I came to conclusion that my problems and mental health won't ever get better and catching the bus is my destiny and only way to get out of this nightmare that is every day in my life. Today's world is just so corrupted and I am tired of this and need to leave.
I will rent a hotel room in a few weeks and do the 2day regimen and drink SN (Stan's guide). Then I am (hopefully) gone for good.
I have body dysmorphobic disorder, hard depression, OCD and other problems with my personality that denied me the chance to live normally and I just hate everything in my life, my whole face and I know there is no way to improve my looks, only way to get rid of these problems is to get rid of this body via suicide. I lost everyone, my hobbies and most importantly my life. Every day is worse and worse. I lost all of my faith and leaving this world is my only wish so I hope I would be able to succeed.

Thank you everyone for kind words, help, chat and everything. I wish that everyone will find a reason and purpose in life and won't end like I will. And if your problems are unsolvable I hope that you will be able to leave peacefully and without much trouble and pain.
I will self ban myself so mods please don't ban me just now.

Goodbye everyone.

Very sorry you have come to the end, I hope you have explored all your options before the SN routine starts, I hope you find the peace you need, Stan's guide, where have I heard that before lol I think Stan has help kill more people than the plague, lol I hope he has a special place up there in Heaven.

 

[yetme]

Hey everyone, so I came to conclusion that my problems and mental health won't ever get better and catching the bus is my destiny and only way to get out of this nightmare that is every day in my life. Today's world is just so corrupted and I am tired of this and need to leave.
I will rent a hotel room in a few weeks and do the 2day regimen and drink SN (Stan's guide). Then I am (hopefully) gone for good.
I have body dysmorphobic disorder, hard depression, OCD and other problems with my personality that denied me the chance to live normally and I just hate everything in my life, my whole face and I know there is no way to improve my looks, only way to get rid of these problems is to get rid of this body via suicide. I lost everyone, my hobbies and most importantly my life. Every day is worse and worse. I lost all of my faith and leaving this world is my only wish so I hope I would be able to succeed.

Thank you everyone for kind words, help, chat and everything. I wish that everyone will find a reason and purpose in life and won't end like I will. And if your problems are unsolvable I hope that you will be able to leave peacefully and without much trouble and pain.
I will self ban myself so mods please don't ban me just now.

Goodbye everyone.

I feel you( please accept my hugs! and good bye!

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you so much peace

 

[PhilosOfDoom]

Hey everyone, so I came to conclusion that my problems and mental health won't ever get better and catching the bus is my destiny and only way to get out of this nightmare that is every day in my life. Today's world is just so corrupted and I am tired of this and need to leave.
I will rent a hotel room in a few weeks and do the 2day regimen and drink SN (Stan's guide). Then I am (hopefully) gone for good.
I have body dysmorphobic disorder, hard depression, OCD and other problems with my personality that denied me the chance to live normally and I just hate everything in my life, my whole face and I know there is no way to improve my looks, only way to get rid of these problems is to get rid of this body via suicide. I lost everyone, my hobbies and most importantly my life. Every day is worse and worse. I lost all of my faith and leaving this world is my only wish so I hope I would be able to succeed.

Thank you everyone for kind words, help, chat and everything. I wish that everyone will find a reason and purpose in life and won't end like I will. And if your problems are unsolvable I hope that you will be able to leave peacefully and without much trouble and pain.
I will self ban myself so mods please don't ban me just now.

Goodbye everyone.

Wishing you the best of luck.

 

[Deleted-User-0]

Sorry to hear the world has treated you so harshly. I wish you peace and comfort whatever you decide to do.
By the way love your avatar Lil Peep with his first few tattoos as he said "Ash is our purest form"

 

[departing]

I"m sorry that life has brought you to this point. I hope that you find the peace that you are seeking.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

I'm so sorry that you've come to this conclusion. If only we could design a kinder, more humane place for us all.

We'll be here as your bus approaches. In the meantime, I hope you find peace and comfort as you prepare.

 

[Inmyhands]

Wishing you nothing but comfort and peace. I hope that whatever happens, it goes smoothly. We're all here for you while you wait for your bus. Sending such big hugs.

 

[highlyvolatile]

Sending tons of hugs and love your way. Wishing comfort and peace to you and we're here if you need us. ♡♡

 

[LastRide]

We're thinking of you....I hope you find peace at last.... huge hugs !

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry that life has been horrible to you and I wish you peace in whatever you choose to do.

 

[Over&out]

Peace. I hope you find it, I'll be ctb soon, couple of months I think, if I can hold out that long

 

[throwaway_2620]

I wish you all the best and I hope you find what you're looking for. Just know that no one will judge you if you change your mind and you're more than welcome to come back anytime. We are here to support you no matter what.

Sending you peace and love

 

[Largeletters]

I hope you can go in whatever way you find best, and rest peacefully among the stars with Lil Peep. (OP's profile picture.)

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I don't really know you but, I'm sad you are going. I wish you peace.

 

[jgm63]

Sending the very best of wishes.
Please keep us updated......

 

[Inferdan]

Hey everyone, so I came to conclusion that my problems and mental health won't ever get better and catching the bus is my destiny and only way to get out of this nightmare that is every day in my life. Today's world is just so corrupted and I am tired of this and need to leave.
I will rent a hotel room in a few weeks and do the 2day regimen and drink SN (Stan's guide). Then I am (hopefully) gone for good.
I have body dysmorphobic disorder, hard depression, OCD and other problems with my personality that denied me the chance to live normally and I just hate everything in my life, my whole face and I know there is no way to improve my looks, only way to get rid of these problems is to get rid of this body via suicide. I lost everyone, my hobbies and most importantly my life. Every day is worse and worse. I lost all of my faith and leaving this world is my only wish so I hope I would be able to succeed.

Thank you everyone for kind words, help, chat and everything. I wish that everyone will find a reason and purpose in life and won't end like I will. And if your problems are unsolvable I hope that you will be able to leave peacefully and without much trouble and pain.
I will self ban myself so mods please don't ban me just now.

Goodbye everyone.

May you find the peace you deserve. Laying down in an open field under the night sky, twinkling softly, as a light breeze blows over you. A place of tranquility, where there is nothing that will ever bring you hurt again.
I wish you luck, and that all goes well for you :)

 

[Soraa]

Wishing you everlasting peace wherever life or death takes you. May be joining you later so perhaps see you on the flipside <3

 

[yetme]

I hope you can go in whatever way you find best, and rest peacefully among the stars with Lil Peep. (OP's profile picture.)

btw Lil Peep OD'ed on Fentanyl + xanax. Seems like an option for me

 

[s1mplem3]

Honestly don't know what to wish to someone you don't know, just sad that you can't be happy and have such pain. People deserve for better.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I wish you light, love and happiness....

 

[Thinker]

no escape from an ugly face (except death)

 

[Largeletters]

btw Lil Peep OD'ed on Fentanyl + xanax. Seems like an option for me

I'm aware of the way he OD'ed, whether it was suicide or not, I don't know. But yes, Fentanyl is lethal.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Hope you found peace

 

[TeenIdle]

I understand you, I also have depression, body dysmorphic disorder, avoidant personality disorder, identity crisis... I can't live a normal life this way, it's so hard.
Good luck and I hope you find peace on the other side I will join soon too.

 

[jimbob1000]

hope you found peace