Venting Late night intrusive thoughts

[heavyeyes]

It's taking everything in me not to take a spoonful of SN right now. I really want to. I want to be done with it. I'm so fucking tired. I don't want to fight anymore. There's no point. I hate life. I hate myself. I hate everything.

 

[SectOfValtiel]

and you shouldnt have to deal with any of that
you deserve to be at peace
you deserve a lovely life, you deserve to love yourself and everything around you
i may not know you but i believe that whole-heartedly

and i hope you find a path towards all that one day

but i also know thats easier said than done, so
if you do stop fighting, i hope thats a path that leads you to peace as well
and i hope the journey is an easy one
as easy as it can be

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

I wish I could say something comforting, or give you a solution to whatever's making you feel like this, but I can't. All I can say is I'm right there with you. You're not alone in feeling like this

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand feeling so tired of existing. Having to stay in this world can certainly both be painful and pointless and of course it can be dreadful feeling trapped in a situation that is just endless suffering. But I wish you the best.