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Mines would be probably full of sadness. Remembering the journey that brought me there. From that sparkling child to someone about to ctb. Regrets of my existence and feeling sorry for my past self and have brought that one to this point.
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Deleted member 4993, Hazelnut, esse_est_percipi and 1 other person
I think all I will be thinking about is whether I will succeed or not. By the time I am putting my plan into action, I will have settled Or reasoned all of my feelings about family, belongings, etc. So all that's left is to hope and wish for my plan to succeed.
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Deleted member 4993, esse_est_percipi and Huntfish34
I hope my last thought will be of my best friend. He died when he was only 18. I want to see him smiling. It will be a comforting thought as I go to meet him.
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Deleted member 4993, Blueman and esse_est_percipi
I spend most of my time daydreaming to cope with life... And so starved for affection that I'm pretty sure I will just imagine myself being reassured and cuddling with someone until I leave
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TheEndisNear121200 and Deleted member 4993
it will be about how much I have cost. to my family and friends, both emotionally and financially. how somehow my whole existence has been a commodity to the extent I haven't done it right yet for others' sake. and at the very end, I will somehow convince myself that I've earned it and am somehow deserved peace on my own terms.
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