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Does your last meal matter to you or not?

  • Yes

    Votes: 21 35.0%
  • No

    Votes: 16 26.7%
  • A little bit/somewhat

    Votes: 22 36.7%
  • Results

    Votes: 1 1.7%

  • Total voters
    60
lovedread

lovedread

hell is other people
Jan 2, 2020
227
I think i know what i want my last meal to be, probably the seasame chicken from that chinese place that reminds me of …yeah we get it. Anyways what are your ideas/plans for last meals?

Maybe i could try haitian food too, whTever i get im gonna get frozen yogurt with it. For the drink…i kinda want brisk orange iced tea.
 
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LetMeBeSad

LetMeBeSad

Student
Sep 21, 2023
162
I'm thinking hand pressed bacon burger topped with peanut butter and a fried egg. Side of sweet potato fries and a strawberry milkshake. Top it off with a slice of apple pie and soft serve butterscotch ice cream. Might just move the plans up just so I can do this.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
I don't know what to eat for my last meal
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,165
I wouldn't really care about that, for me eating is a chore with the purpose of avoiding more suffering, it's not something enjoyable, I only do it as I'm a slave to this decaying flesh prison that is the human body. I'd be glad to be free from the burden of existing, I only find comfort in the thought of this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness.
 
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Uninfluential_Karma

Uninfluential_Karma

Rat Cult Leader
Aug 5, 2024
86
It only matters to me if it matters before I do it. Like I hate eating most of the time but occasionally I get intense cravings and even rarer those things taste amazing. Maybe I'll try to make it a Reese's shake if I can.
 
Homulily

Homulily

Witch of the Mortal World
Jun 1, 2023
78
I'm hoping by the time I catch the bus I've become a lot more in control of eating and not eating. I'm thinking that if I'm fatigued from hunger that might make it easier for me to die. I always cut more when I'm hungry too. But hopefully I'll be good enough to not want a last meal. My eating disorder goes hand in hand with my desire to die. If I'm going to do it I should at least make my body not ugly hopefully.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,195
I think i know what i want my last meal to be, probably the seasame chicken from that chinese place that reminds me of …yeah we get it. Anyways what are your ideas/plans for last meals?

Maybe i could try haitian food too, whTever i get im gonna get frozen yogurt with it. For the drink…i kinda want brisk orange iced tea.
In the times I've been very close to CTBing I've had a last meal. I figure if murderers can get one I should too. Though if society has taught me anything im several rungs below them in society. Seems like even rapists amd pedophiles are above me. So maybe i dont.
 
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lovedread

lovedread

hell is other people
Jan 2, 2020
227
In the times I've been very close to CTBing I've had a last meal. I figure if murderers can get one I should too. Though if society has taught me anything im several rungs below them in society. Seems like even rapists amd pedophiles are above me. So maybe i dont.
Yeah i fucking feel that, but u definitely do deserve a last meal if u should choose to. U aren't below rapists.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,195
Yeah i fucking feel that, but u definitely do deserve a last meal if u should choose to. U aren't below rapists.
I just know how I've been treated by the world I guess. Thank you!