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Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
What do you want to do in the last week before CTB ?
Last day before CTB ?
 
AJAX

AJAX

AJAX
Apr 3, 2023
19
i want to hug my cat and eat everything i want. I have lived almost 3 years with anorexia, i am so tired
 
amerie

amerie

eyekon
Oct 6, 2024
936
I think I'd go on vacation and live my life to the fullest just doing whatever I want and making sure I'm as happy as possible. Then id say my final goodbyes to my loved ones and then finalize everything.
 
Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
i want to hug my cat and eat everything i want. I have lived almost 3 years with anorexia, i am so tired
Definitely can relate to that, always had a dog, when the Las one died (Harley), I'd become suicidal, just couldn't get another pet knowing I'd eventually fail them.
As I get closer an closer to CTB,
My stomach is just rolling constantly, so,e days I can't even keep fluids down, been going on for about a month now, SO FREAKING HUNGRY !!!!!
I think I'd go on vacation and live my life to the fullest just doing whatever I want and making sure I'm as happy as possible. Then id say my final goodbyes to my loved ones and then finalize everything.
Been doing that for about a year now, just got back from Thailand.
Trying to make everyday an adventure to keep the demons at bay !!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,938
I personally just want to cease existing in peace and never suffer in this existence ever again, I'd never wish to experience anything in this existence at all, I'm so tired of suffering in this existence, I find it deeply undesirable to simply exist, no matter what I'd prefer to not exist, it's all I've ever hoped for.
 
Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
I personally just want to cease existing in peace and never suffer in this existence ever again, I'd never wish to experience anything in this existence at all, I'm so tired of suffering in this existence, I find it deeply undesirable to simply exist, no matter what I'd prefer to not exist, it's all I've ever hoped for.
Sorry no disrespect meant.
It's been a minute since I was last here.
You are still here because you take care of someone ?
I've met so many people here in the last couple years it's getting harder and harder to remember everyones backstory.
 

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