Venting Lack of love

[adachichichi]

I'm a 27 year old white male from Canada and the only thing I want in life is a white virgin girl who would love me, it's the only thing that would make me not suicidal
What should I do? Should I just ctb? Accept that I'm a bad person for wanting love? I really don't think I can cope much longer

 

[Macedonian1987]

You are not a bad person for wanting love. In fact you are better than most people, it proves that you have a kind and sensitive soul capable of love, which is rare these days.

If this is your only problem I would advise against ctb.


Lack of love is one of the reasons I will ctb, but on top of that I have chronic illnesses and autism. I cannot even have a friend, let alone a girlfriend.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

It's okay, honey, I understand. Though, why is it specifically a white virgin girl? Wouldn't you be okay if it was different from that, provided they loved you? It seems you seek love and care about everything else, so that is your priority.

 

[adachichichi]

It's okay, honey, I understand. Though, why is it specifically a white virgin girl? Wouldn't you be okay if it was different from that, provided they loved you? It seems you seek love and care about everything else, so that is your priority.

I don't like the idea of it just being my turn with a girl
I'm a hopeless romantic and I feel like both of us being each others first means that what we have between us is genuinely special
Also I think I would like children in the future and I don't want to give them identity issues with being mixed, hope it doesn't come off as offensive its genuinely not my intent

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

I don't like the idea of it just being my turn with a girl
I'm a hopeless romantic and I feel like both of us being each others first means that what we have between us is genuinely special
Also I think I would like children in the future and I don't want to give them identity issues with being mixed, hope it doesn't come off as offensive its genuinely not my intent

It's not offensive, darling. There is nothing wrong on wanting something specific, but it does limit your chances. I think your should worry less about these things and more on how love will eventually conquer all of them. In a way, that is the ultimate romantic move, you being the hopeless romantic and all..

That said, as I said, having a preference is not offensive, since it's something you want for your life. It just means it'll be harder to find exactly what you want.

Me, for example, I've strip myself of these limitations. As long as someone loves me, and is willing to partake in intimacy and sexual activities, I'm happy, no matter the gender, biological sex, skin color, body shape. As long as it makes me happy, I'll try my hardest to make the other party happy too, and everything else is moot.