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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
I'm 18, so I still live with my mum (and sisters). There have been times when I've ordered stuff (special blades, etc.), and she's intercepted the package. She goes through all mail for me now if I don't get to it first. I could wait until I move out, but realistically, that's years away.
 
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ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
275
I definitely get that. I personally wouldn't take that risk because my parents know I'm suicidal and I've been to the psych ward, wilderness therapy, and residential 2x so I definitely don't want to risk that again. But if you can get to it first then hopefully it turns out ok.
 
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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
It's the same with me!

I said it was to preserve the hamburger meats that I'm going to put in the freezer. In fact, SN is often used for this, as well as helping to keep the meat pink.
 
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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
Thanks everyone! :)
 
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Siyyu__Meow!

Siyyu__Meow!

Member
Oct 9, 2024
7
can you get a PO box? I'm happy I'm in college now so I am able to get away from both my toxic parents and have things ordered without them snooping.
 
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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
can you get a PO box? I'm happy I'm in college now so I am able to get away from both my toxic parents and have things ordered without them snooping.
OH THAT'S SO PERFECT
you're an angel, thank you so much!!!
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Unfortunately I'm in the same situation, not because I ordered anything suspicious in the past but because my parents are insanely overprotective meaning that they'll always check the package first (plus I never ordered anything in my life before so it'd be extra suspicious). This is why I can't rely on SN or even most methods tbh. It's insane as to how much of an obstacle my parents are for suicide methods. Perhaps I'll have to run away and attempt drowning, who knows. Either way, I wish you the best
 
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petiterat

petiterat

What could be better than death?
Oct 13, 2024
50
Unfortunately I'm in the same situation, not because I ordered anything suspicious in the past but because my parents are insanely overprotective meaning that they'll always check the package first (plus I never ordered anything in my life before so it'd be extra suspicious). This is why I can't rely on SN or even most methods tbh. It's insane as to how much of an obstacle my parents are for suicide methods. Perhaps I'll have to run away and attempt drowning, who knows. Either way, I wish you the best
It really sucks. I know how you feel <3 SN really does sound too good to be true though lol
Hopefully there'll be another method soon, that's easier for people like us to do. I wish you the best as well!!
 
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