Story Just working out what to do

[Soc]

Well to give some summary: my daughter won't speak to me anymore and lives in another country with her mother. My job wants me out because I'm supposed to be preventing people from CTB. They don't know I'm on here. I have a failing job and live in a lonely flat and a lot of my friends have just upped and officially left. One even went all the way to declare me no longer a Facebook friend or anything coz we didn't talk. (He is an ex)

Very few friends and nothing positive in my future. Probably going for a partial hanging. Brutal but it'll be days before someone knows I'm gone. Life looks like it might not last the full year

 

[MiMif]

That must be awful I'm so sorry

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be dreadful what you are going through, I certainly don't believe other people can be relied on. But anyway best wishes.

 

[mortuarymary]

I'm sorry you feel this way. Sending hugs. Those people were not friends if they treated you like that. Bastards

 

[matt1968]

I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Sending you my best wishes.

 

[Cara7177]

I'm in financial ruin (accounts overdrawn, cards maxed out, no work), estranged from family, all my friends have turned their backs. I tried to end it with pills last month but didn't ingest enough and spent a week at inpatient psychiatric treatment doing "art therapy" bullshit and I still wanna die. It's all I think about. But I don't wanna botch the job again. So I'm looking for a better way to kill my self.