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deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
Took a bunch of pills and if I don't die maybe I will gey braindead
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I think at the moment you are out of rational thinking. I am sorry for your pain. We hear you. I know this can not be better then people in real life who really care for you. I hope you can find some peace. And I wish you could find help outside the www. I wish you could call for emergency help and get help not only physical but also mental. But I know it is really difficult sometimes.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,351
I'm so sorry you are at this place in your life where you feel the need to harm yourself. Christmas can be an awful time for so many of us. I hope that whatever you did does not cause long-term injury to yourself. May you get to your peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,729
I hope that whatever the outcome you don't end up with damage, it sounds horrific to me ending up with damage from a failed ctb attempt, that is what I fear.
 
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BirthedByTheSquid

BirthedByTheSquid

a lonely little squid
Dec 23, 2022
8
It's been a few hours now, so whatever the outcome was... I hope you're at peace now
 
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TydalWave

TydalWave

Brutally Self-Aware
Sep 20, 2022
436
I just really hope you wake up okay and did not suffer too badly from the OD...

I feel for you and know what it's like to wake up hungover, but still alive. I hope your able to bounce back :heart:
 
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SeenMoreThanEnough

Student
Sep 16, 2022
128
You know what dude? I'm calling you out. You're just an attention seeker. Go to the ER and stop posting your bullshit.
 
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deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
You know what dude? I'm calling you out. You're just an attention seeker. Go to the ER and stop posting your bullshit.
It wasn't bullshit, I just don't want to discuss it with this site and especially your sad ass, for what are now obvious reasons. Go to hell. Get off this site if you don't want to read the posts.

In addition I'm going to assume that you are very troubled yourself and I recommend actual therapy, not trolling a suicide website.
 
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SeenMoreThanEnough

Student
Sep 16, 2022
128
But it was. If you noticed, I was one of, if not the only people who responded to your 'Fuck You All' post that you made on Christmas day, all because no one replied to you in time. No one on this forum owes you a thing. You should be thankful for the people here that take the time to listen to you and offer suggestions. Grow up, and get help. Stop insulting others, and stop sending me PM's that are titled 'Crawl Back Under Your Rock'. Personally, I think the moderators should ban you. You're not using the forum in the manner it was meant to be used, and you need more help than anyone here can ever offer you. Do not PM me again.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,233
But it was. If you noticed, I was one of, if not the only people who responded to your 'Fuck You All' post that you made on Christmas day, all because no one replied to you in time. No one on this forum owes you a thing. You should be thankful for the people here that take the time to listen to you and offer suggestions. Grow up, and get help. Stop insulting others, and stop sending me PM's that are titled 'Crawl Back Under Your Rock'. Personally, I think the moderators should ban you. You're not using the forum in the manner it was meant to be used, and you need more help than anyone here can ever offer you. Do not PM me again.
If you're getting unwanted PM's report those.


Not sure what's going on, didn't see the post on Christmas day, but it's a very dangerous thing to say someone is faking. Maybe you're right, but still ..
 
deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
If you're getting unwanted PM's report those.


Not sure what's going on, didn't see the post on Christmas day, but it's a very dangerous thing to say someone is faking. Maybe you're right, but still ..
Wasn't faking. Won't be staying on this forum much longer, will definitely be warning others not to come here.
 
Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
I can understand really why you would do such a desperate act. 😢
 
deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
So, deleting profile, thanks to everyone who was supportive
 

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TheBlackSwordsman

TheBlackSwordsman

Student
Apr 24, 2019
118
So, deleting profile, thanks to everyone who was supportive
I hope you stay. There are a lot of different people with different viewpoints here. Some will agree with you, and some won't. Try not to take "negative" words that are shared on this forum to heart. Everyone here is struggling and in pain, so I try my best not to take offense or antagonize. There is always room for more empathy from and towards each of us. If you do leave, it is my hope you find a support system or group that helps you find a way to continue on. Best wishes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,729
Deathbylife, I'm sorry that you were treat so badly on here. It's disgusting how such insensitive comments towards someone who is suffering are allowed on here, those people should be ashamed. I think that if you specifically want support and for others to be sympathetic then I don't recommend this website, it's just like everywhere else in this world now, I know that fact very well. But anyway, I wish you the best. No wonder so many people in this world want to die when people are that cruel.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,233
So, deleting profile, thanks to everyone who was supportive
Then why did you make a new account? People are people. They sometimes say things you don't want or like to hear. And like I said before, if someone is right or not, it's not oke to harass people through PM's.

The other user will be warned, because no matter what someone thinks, it's also not oke to call people out publicly.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Then why did you make a new account? People are people. They sometimes say things you don't want or like to hear. And like I said before, if someone is right or not, it's not oke to harass people through PM's.

The other user will be warned, because no matter what someone thinks, it's also not oke to call people out publicly.
You should know that the op last week said to people in the general chat "if you all wanted to die, you wouldn't be here". So by extension, that more or less proves he seeks attention since by his own logic, he wouldn't be here if he wanted to die.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,233
You should know that the op last week said to people in the general chat "if you all wanted to die, you wouldn't be here". So by extension, that more or less proves he seeks attention since by his own logic, he wouldn't be here if he wanted to die.
Yes. That's why I questioned the new account..
 
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Outandproud

Outandproud

Don’t send pm without asking first
Oct 17, 2021
174
Second account shouldn't be allowed, just my opinion idk 🤷‍♀️
 
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SeenMoreThanEnough

Student
Sep 16, 2022
128
If you're getting unwanted PM's report those.


Not sure what's going on, didn't see the post on Christmas day, but it's a very dangerous thing to say someone is faking. Maybe you're right, but still ..
Never said he was faking, but I do have an issue
So, deleting profile, thanks to everyone who was supportive
Yes, we're all beside ourselves at the sight of your self-deletion. Get over yourself.
Wasn't faking. Won't be staying on this forum much longer, will definitely be warning others not to come here.
No one said you were faking. I don't doubt you are in pain. What I didn't like is the way you made a post that said "Fuck Y'all" or something to that effect because you weren't answered fast enough and felt like no one cared. There are good people here who try to help, and you were being a little unreasonable considering the time of year and so on. I wish you the best,
 
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