Jumping or fsh??

[kk13]

Im gonna be home alone for a few hours today. I can jump but i dont want it to be so public. The place where im gonna jump from is visible from 2 buildings in my complex. When i first tried to jump it was nighttime and i was so scared i dont know if ill be able to do it in daytime.
As for fsh it just doesnt work for some reason im not passing out?? If im doing fsh then i have to do it at night

 

[imontheloose]

Jumpers are beasts. The SI you must overcome is unreal.

 

[inconclusivesorbet]

How many floors is the building? Is it a very populated area?

 

[kk13]

How many floors is the building? Is it a very populated area?

Its the 9th floor. And its an apartment building which faces another apartment building and the time i am free is evening which is when kids go down to play. Thats the part that making me skeptical.

 

[inconclusivesorbet]

Don't go for it. That's way too risky to traumatize or potentially hurt people

 

[black_iris]

i think i replied to your other thread about SI when jumping.

if you aren't confident that you want to jump then you should go with hanging. just make sure your setup is good, maybe post it if you need to. jumping is definitely a main character way to ctb though.

wishing you the best <3

 

[Pale_Rider]

I had the opportunity to jump for a while there. All I could imagine was my body bursting as a I hit the ground. That Survival instinct really comes to life. Then there is the secondary fear of what's next? Feeling so close, having the vail literally before be is a powerful feeling.

 

[fightclub17]

I jumped 8 stories - broke nearly every bone in my body, spent 3 months in hospital/rehab, have been through 12 surgeries and still counting. I spend every day in misery. The ptsd and flashbacks is real. Trust me you don't want to jump the risks of survival compared to other methods isn't easy to come back from.