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zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
193
I found the perfect place to do it and I have all I need to stop overthinking when it will be time to do it

I will run to the edge of the building like a madman and jump screaming "I BELIEVE I CAN FLY," flap my arms with confidence, and enjoy half a second of pure delusion

If I'm lucky I will lose consciousness before I reach the ground.

This method seems to be the perfect one as it literally cannot fail and it is probably painless.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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instormdrains

instormdrains

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Why do you wish to die? Ive been trying to jump for about a year now but never had the confidence. Its quite scary looking off the ledge
 
zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
193
Why do you wish to die? Ive been trying to jump for about a year now but never had the confidence. Its quite scary looking off the ledge
I want to die because i have incurable illnesses and i've been abused by my parents when i was a child. Also, recent life events made me want to CTB sooner than i initially planned.
But yes, it is quite scary, you need to take something to reduce inhibition before attempting it.
 

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