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Proxycake

Proxycake

Matrimony
Feb 20, 2023
85
I am so miserable. I am someone else, and it makes every day fucking horrible. I have to kill myself to become them again, I just want to be myself. My heart hurts, thinking of a world where being him does not exist. I hate this place. What could I have ever done to be put here? I want to go home. This is not me. No amount of medication can change that.
 
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YourAverageLurker

YourAverageLurker

forgotten
Mar 30, 2023
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First I must say, you have a cool PFP. With that out of the way, I may only wish for your pain to heal and recover. This world is a cold place, and we are only beginning to grow intolerable to that fact. I wish you the best in your endeavors, and that you find the home you are looking for. :heart:
 
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Proxycake

Proxycake

Matrimony
Feb 20, 2023
85
First I must say, you have a cool PFP. With that out of the way, I may only wish for your pain to heal and recover. This world is a cold place, and we are only beginning to grow intolerable to that fact. I wish you the best in your endeavors, and that you find the home you are looking for. :heart:
You have a cool PFP as well, I love Pink Floyd very much. I'll find it after my passing, hopefully.
 
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YourAverageLurker

YourAverageLurker

forgotten
Mar 30, 2023
40
You have a cool PFP as well, I love Pink Floyd very much. I'll find it after my passing, hopefully.
We are becoming "Comfortably Numb" lol.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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It sounds really awful being trapped in that situation so I hope that you find what you are searching for. Life certainly is so unnecessarily cruel.
 
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