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MorsRomana

MorsRomana

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Nov 14, 2022
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The sad irony is i blacked out before i put the bag over my head, or i have put it off in my sleep. I don't have any memory about this
 
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freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
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How much phenobarbital did you take? How long did you sleep? Did you vomit after that?
 
MorsRomana

MorsRomana

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Nov 14, 2022
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How much phenobarbital did you take? How long did you sleep? Did you vomit after that?
I can't remember exactly, that occurred 3-4 years ago. Slept for about 3 hours, than my older brother came in and "saved" me by calling an ambulance. Not that i judge him for it, everyone would blame him for my death if he didn't
 
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jodes2

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Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Ie sad irony is i blacked out before i put the bag over my head, or i have put it off in my sleep. I don't have any memory about this
I believe you'd have woken up suffocating if you did have the bag over your head. Sorry you're suffering ❤️ maybe you can now give life another chance before you CTB, things can get better ❤️ we understand if you've had enough though and will support you either way ❤️ wishing you peace ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I don't really know much about that method, but failing ctb sounds so awful to me. It's the thing that I fear, I so wish that it's not so difficult to finally be free from this world.
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
391
I can't remember exactly, that occurred 3-4 years ago. Slept for about 3 hours, than my older brother came in and "saved" me by calling an ambulance. Not that i judge him for it, everyone would blame him for my death if he didn't
Do you remember how fast phenobarbital acted, how long did it take to make you sleep after drinking it?
 
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MorsRomana

MorsRomana

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Nov 14, 2022
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Do you remember how fast phenobarbital acted, how long did it take to make you sleep after drinking it?
I remember my then-young stupid ass going to but a chocolate because the taste was unbearably bitter, then coming back to apartment , then nothing, a deep gaping hole in my memory
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
391
What happened after ambulance came? Have you been hospitalized? How did you recover?
 
MorsRomana

MorsRomana

Member
Nov 14, 2022
11
What happened after ambulance came? Have you been hospitalized? How did you recover?
They've performed a gastric lavage with a tube. Then i've spent about a month in a private psych ward, wasn't so bad
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
391
They've performed a gastric lavage with a tube. Then i've spent about a month in a private psych ward, wasn't so bad
Sorry that you spent a month in psych ward.
Was phenobarbital in liquid form, tablets or powder?
 
MorsRomana

MorsRomana

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Nov 14, 2022
11
Sorry that you spent a month in psych ward.
Was phenobarbital in liquid form, tablets or powder?
A liquid form extracted from the medicine that goes by the trademark "Corvalol" in my country
 

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