I’ve tried help but I’m done and need help finding the method for me

[Im my own Catalyst]

I have been dealing with suicidal thoughts for around for years now. I've tried therapy but that made me feel judged. I've talked to friends that haven't talked to me since. I feel that I've lived enough and I want out. But I have one main problem, my bf also has suicidal thoughts because I have them (he doesn't want to live without me). So I want a ctb method that will make it seem like an accident or natural causes because he deserves to live and be happy. I have lived I've been happy it's overrated.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome! You can have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation to research your preferred methods. Maybe your bf just says he can't live without you because he loves you but he might get over it, this is always a major issue and it's understandable. It's not easy in any way. Making it look like an accident is difficult, the "best" way that works as an accident is climbing a mountain and doing wrong step (I don't recommend this). I hope you can find peace!

 

[FuneralCry]

I think if there was a straightforward, reliable way to make suicide look like an accident then you would hear of many people trying to ctb in such a way, sadly trying to make suicide look like an accident sounds like something that would be very difficult to achieve. But of course I understand feeling so tired of everything, I hope you find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[befree]

In this thread you can find information and books about methods:

Lost overview of everything. How to CTB in Germany?

Hello all. In recent years i have experienced so many different aspects of life. It just got to a point where i am done with this. I simply dont care anymore, my brain is not functioning anymore as it used to. Every complex thought is impossible. From lows to highs, then absolute lows to...

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Suicide Resource Compilation

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