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ventingfrustrations

ventingfrustrations

Student
Mar 4, 2025
184
I'm getting like absurdly happy whenever I think of going out early like please please please make it end sort of thing
 
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MathConspiracy

MathConspiracy

Trapped in a (prison) cell of organic molecules
Mar 25, 2025
245
You know, you're not alone. I know the feeling. I feel like I have no self-preservation instinct left!
 
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lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
388
I was just thinking about this yesterday. I imagined the feeling if i knew for sure that i'll die in a week or so. Really let myself to feel it and suddenly I was super happy and it felt like I could move mountains. weird

I get it. you are not insane, just probably really exhausted mentally
 
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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
Thoughts of putting myself out of my misery is the only thing that makes me happy.
Sometimes it makes me feel euphoric.
 
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tiredoflife2

Student
Jan 21, 2025
125
It's a sense of freedom from all these obligations in life and from other people.
 
Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
I just wish I could hold on to that feeling of relief without the self-doubt and guilt hitting again the next day. Nighttime is so much better for calming the mind.
 

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