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HereUntilApril
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- Jan 26, 2025
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Last time I posted here, I said that I was very conflicted on doing it but now I've come to terms with it because I can't see myself thriving in this world. I feel like I've messed it all up for myself and I can't continue with the constant regrets in my head anymore. I'm probably just going to ride it out until I can't anymore, whenever that will be because I don't want to rush this. I know that what I'm going to do is going to hurt my friends and family but it's just too much at this point and I can't see myself living until I'm old. I do appreciate this website a lot as it has helped me get through a lot of rough days over the past few months. I can't wait for it to all end soon.