I’ve made my decision

[tchaik18401893]

I've made my decision to kill myself in March. At first I was unsure but now I know this is my fate. It will be on a Friday. Either on the 17th, 24th, or 31st.

 

[esc_saveandquit]

That window should give you ample time to explore and revisit your plan. I'm 99% committed to CTB myself; but don't have a timeline or a method locked in. Would you mind if I asked whether you had a method in mind?

 

[GasMonkey]

What's your method?

 

[peacetime]

Why wait until March, what are your plans until that time?

 

[tchaik18401893]

What's your method?

sn

Why wait until March, what are your plans until that time?

i dont want to do it this month because it seems too soon, next month is my moms birthday and i dont want her to associate her birthday with my death, and march 6th i see a famous violinist. i want to see him before i die lol

 

[wait.what]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, and I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Wannagonow]

I suppose having a reliable method and date is a good thing. I don't think I'd ever be impulsive, but definitely don't think I could wait until March if I had everything in place right now. Happy for you that you're all set. Be well.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least to me, I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option of a reliable method. Those who have SN right now are fortunate, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world you find the freedom that you wish for.