Damn bro, I'm so sorry.
People say money isn't everything but, isn't it really?
Without money, we can't even have a daily meal.
I hope things improve somehow.
Feel free to explain to us how you lost it! Maybe there's a way to get it back or at least some part of it? Gosh I lost some money because of online bets some years ago and I felt terrible so I can kinda relate.
Wish you the best, pal.