I wanted connection and a purpose in life. I've now found them. But because of depression, anorexia and then binge eating addiction I've ruined my health and habits. I've an injured spine and can't stop binge eating and stealing food from stores. I'm also constantly tired because I don't exercise regularly or eat properly.
I look atrocious. Dunno if I'll even be able to fix myself.
But the social connection is so amazing. I love talking to people. I think I'm even begging to develop feelings for one of my friends. There's so much stuff I wanna do in life, I want to excel and school and be engaged in the University's events. I am doing that! But in-between there is a lot of binge eating, I sometimes binge eat instead of doing what I'd like to. It takes up 80-90% of my days. I'm not taking care of my spine the way I should. I'm just so irresponsible. Also addicted to the phone. Up to 12h a day. Constantly, phone and phone. Phone and food. I really want to live. I finally have a purpose. And I cute guy by my side wth hahaha
I look atrocious. Dunno if I'll even be able to fix myself.
But the social connection is so amazing. I love talking to people. I think I'm even begging to develop feelings for one of my friends. There's so much stuff I wanna do in life, I want to excel and school and be engaged in the University's events. I am doing that! But in-between there is a lot of binge eating, I sometimes binge eat instead of doing what I'd like to. It takes up 80-90% of my days. I'm not taking care of my spine the way I should. I'm just so irresponsible. Also addicted to the phone. Up to 12h a day. Constantly, phone and phone. Phone and food. I really want to live. I finally have a purpose. And I cute guy by my side wth hahaha
