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SleepySept

SleepySept

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Nov 7, 2023
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My SN source comes in at 4 days. It's hell waiting for it. I hate dealing with my outbursts of emotions leading up to it. I can't even enjoy being dissociated and being relaxed. All it's doing is reminding me of the feelings that convinced me to die.
 
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Take it one day at a time. As cliche as that sounds.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped in this existence that just causes so much suffering. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.
 

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