Venting It's seriously hard to find a place for full suspension hanging around here

[kopebaldy]

I live in a small 3rd world city, aka over crowded and no forest/wilderness.

There's no such thing as Airbnb, hotels are very cautious of suicide, most of them have no place to hang and/or have thin ass walls that any amount of noises would alert everyone.

Only reliable place for full hanging is my mother's house, the woman is like a million years old and that house is all she has, I can't risk giving her a heart attack or lower the property value.

Partial is easy to do but unreliable, SN is accessible but the purity is questionable.

Man... living already tiring why is dying so unnecessarily complicated?

 

[TBONTB]

I live in a small 3rd world city, aka over crowded and no forest/wilderness.

There's no such thing as Airbnb, hotels are very cautious of suicide, most of them have no place to hang and/or have thin ass walls that any amount of noises would alert everyone.

Only reliable place for full hanging is my mother's house, the woman is like a million years old and that house is all she has, I can't risk giving her a heart attack or lower the property value.

Partial is easy to do but unreliable, SN is accessible but the purity is questionable.

Man... living already tiring why is dying so unnecessarily complicated?

Yeah, I completely relate. Hugs to you.

 

[Hangman.]

I can understand your pain. The sheer amount of suffering that is being dealt when you can neither live or die peacefully.
I hope the best for you.

 

[liza]

I know right!!! Same here

 

[thaelyana]

I live in a small 3rd world city, aka over crowded and no forest/wilderness.

There's no such thing as Airbnb, hotels are very cautious of suicide, most of them have no place to hang and/or have thin ass walls that any amount of noises would alert everyone.

Only reliable place for full hanging is my mother's house, the woman is like a million years old and that house is all she has, I can't risk giving her a heart attack or lower the property value.

Partial is easy to do but unreliable, SN is accessible but the purity is questionable.

Man... living already tiring why is dying so unnecessarily complicated?

Exactly my concern and in the forest next to my house the trees are too low, too weak.. In addition, my door cuffs are cheap and with my 80kg I will drop the entire door lol.

Dying is complicated but like fertilization, we won a race that's the price of life
"When you want to die, you can" but what is boring is to combine DIGNITY and death. I want my body to be pretty, preserved. That we can see me at the morgue without it being totally destroyed!! The pandaison seems to be the right idea. We could die by being shot by a train / by jumping out of a window but hey.

The right question is, should we put aside our need to die by being dignified because of a lack of equipment?

Can't you go to another city?

 

[kopebaldy]

Can't you go to another city?

Forest is a no go, it's probably easier to wait for a random asteroid to kill me in broad daylight.

But I have saved enough money for a 1 way trip to go far away and look for a suitable house to rent. It will be long and hard (lol) to find and I will be unemployed the whole time, but yeah, it's doable.

Once I decide to do it there's no turning back, no second chance, that's basically my death sentence, socially.

It's... tiring, that's all.

 

[thaelyana]

Forest is a no go, it's probably easier to wait for a random asteroid to kill me in broad daylight.

But I have saved enough money to go out and look for a suitable house to rent. It will be long and hard (lol) to find and I will be unemployed the whole time, but yeah, it's doable.

YES! I always think of the person who will find me LOL

Courage

 

[blacksand]

Can you use concrete glue to attach a metal ring to a concrete wall somewhere and comeback later one night to hang ? Something like this attached to a high concrete wall in an alleyway.

 

[kopebaldy]

Can you use concrete glue to attach a metal ring to a concrete wall somewhere and comeback later one night to hang ? Something like this attached to a high concrete wall in an alleyway.

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I could try, thanks for the idea.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.