More that i'm thinking about ctb i appreciate the assisted suicide.
Its so hard to overcome it in loneliness, when you dont feel safe.
I admire everyone who had courage to do it.
What are your ways to get courage?
I'm prefering SN method but fear of feailure is, and the consequences (mental hospitality, police) is strong.
Many people call suicide a weakness, I don't think so, I think that on the contrary, it's the courage to take such a step in life, it takes a lot of courage and probably such a person is also smart because he chooses the right decision when you are terminally ill and suffer every day, in suffering this step is the right one. I have already mentally prepared myself for this, I have reviewed many options that give me the opportunity to grab hold of life, but there are none, I see for myself only such a way out of the situation, because I have no strength to suffer and suffer any longer, and further, when I I'll become old and be left alone, it will be even worse and unbearable both physically and mentally, so when you've been sick for many years and find yourself a more or less easy death, I think you need to take advantage of it, although I'm also afraid that something might go wrong I don't really want to suffer and suffer, I would like to go to sleep and not wake up, just fall asleep and have it all be over
It is very hard to do it yourself. That is why euthanasia should be legal worldwide. The country´s citizens receive help with other aspects of society - so why not death which is the hardest thing you have to go through. I have tried two methods that didn´t work and I am working on the third. The attempts were not about courage, they were about taking away the pain. My third attempt seems to be about courage when the pain is not enough to do it. I am most afraid of dying alone, that is why I have a thread about group suicide here. About courage: some people are braver than others because of heredity but anyone should be able to do a brave act.
I also had unsuccessful attempts three times, but I studied this issue carefully and prepared myself, I hope next time will be successful. You are afraid while you have hope, when it is no longer there and you just want one thing - to go into peace, then it's not scary, it's just that a person dies: the physical body dies and the energy leaves, that's all, there is nothing else
