I took my last chance and I've lost again. I can't live with regret any more.
Now there's nothing I can do I except count down the days til I kill myself.
Yeah , tell us a little ...... , can't live anymore? So you will count the days until you kill yourself? When? Like one-day out of the blue you'll kill yourself?
Choke yourself?
Or like drown yourself on the clogged filled sink?
I feel the same since many days ago but I realized it doesn't work like that , I honestly hope you get a good night sleep and re think things, however I'm living with regret too, and I can't stand it... Maybe we are more alike than I initially thought, living with regret is so awful . .... Wish you the best, you can still have an attempt to enjoy one of your last nights in this Earth, even if it's ordering some nice meal and watching TV ....
Soon we'll be gone
