Help It's just not fair. I wish I was in a better place in my life.

[phantomisgone]

Hello everyone,
I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts again.

I'm just not happy with my life.
I wish I was wealthy, not in debt with school, could get a job in this economy, and perhaps just make a difference. However, I'm not in the place where I want to be in life.

It doesn't help either that my friend bought me a gun a few months ago. It just sits under my bed, but I just haven't been so tempted before as of now.

 

[DeathWish3301]

Hello everyone,
I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts again.

I'm just not happy with my life.
I wish I was wealthy, not in debt with school, could get a job in this economy, and perhaps just make a difference. However, I'm not in the place where I want to be in life.

It doesn't help either that my friend bought me a gun a few months ago. It just sits under my bed, but I just haven't been so tempted before as of now.

How would you like to make a difference?

 

[phantomisgone]

How would you like to make a difference?

Being able to talk to people to where they no longer hurt others.

I suppose I have impacted others in my life. I just feel very unappreciated.

 

[DeathWish3301]

Being able to talk to people to where they no longer hurt others.

I suppose I have impacted others in my life. I just feel very unappreciated.

- I'm sorry, what do you mean? You mean like in the sense of being like a therapist to people?

- I totally get that. I'm too nice to people and get taken advantage of constantly. It's my jaded opinion that the majority of humans are self centered and unappreciative.