It’s gonna be tonight, guys.

[radical blue]

Things have turned for the worse and I've decided to CTB tonight. I have SN that's about it I didn't have the time to grab my metro from home. I will be making 3 glasses with 25 grams each and with every vomiting will drink a spare glass. I haven't eaten in 10 hours. I brought my scale with me to measure proper amounts. Not nervous I actually feel very calm. I don't think SI will stop me at this point. I wish to reach the peace I deserve.

 

[sadToast]

I hope you can reach peace and have a smooth ride <3

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[dimstar]

Glad your feeling calm. I think that's the most reassuring thing when deciding it's time. Extra glasses I see as being very hard to keep down just a warning. Can i ask does this have anything to do with the police ic bs? I hope you find peace what ever you do.

 

[heavyeyes]

I hope you find the peace you seek

 

[warriorofeld]

Wishing nothing but success and peace in your journey and I can relate to your post

 

[Unwr!tten]

May Peace be onto you.

 

[radical blue]

I have a total of 100 g SN I have placed them in 4 cups of 25 g each. About to measure the water now. I'm in a hotel room I booked 2 nights and told them I don't need housekeeping. No relation to the police visits. I have been planning extensively but have been surviving hoping things will get better. Thanks for your well wishes I will document everything for as long as I am able to.
I have dissolved the SN in 50 ml water each. It looks very thick. Will be placing them next to me on the bed. I've written 2 short notes to family.
I have drank glass 1. Salty as fuck. I hope I won't need to drink anymore.

I have a total of 100 g SN I have placed them in 4 cups of 25 g each. About to measure the water now. I'm in a hotel room I booked 2 nights and told them I don't need housekeeping. No relation to the police visits. I have been planning extensively but have been surviving hoping things will get better. Thanks for your well wishes I will document everything for as long as I am able to.
I have dissolved the SN in 50 ml water each. It looks very thick. Will be placing them next to me on the bed. I've written 2 short notes to family.
I have drank glass 1. Salty as fuck. I hope I won't need to drink anymore.

I can't figure out how to add comments under my replies. Very sour stomach now. No nausea or vomiting. Counting down to 4 hours until CTB.

 

[Torch]

I have a total of 100 g SN I have placed them in 4 cups of 25 g each. About to measure the water now. I'm in a hotel room I booked 2 nights and told them I don't need housekeeping. No relation to the police visits. I have been planning extensively but have been surviving hoping things will get better. Thanks for your well wishes I will document everything for as long as I am able to.
I have dissolved the SN in 50 ml water each. It looks very thick. Will be placing them next to me on the bed. I've written 2 short notes to family.
I have drank glass 1. Salty as fuck. I hope I won't need to drink anymore.

I can't figure out how to add comments under my replies. Very sour stomach now. No nausea or vomiting. Counting down to 4 hours until CTB.

Sleep well.

 

[freevoid]

Hope you find peace mate

 

[dimstar]

Will be thinking of you. Safe travels

 

[LateForTheBus]

I hope you have a smooth ride and find the peace you are seeking.

 

[Gonnerr]

I hope you escape peacefully.

 

[fallenangel444]

thinking of you i hope you find peace

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace and love. Rest well.

 

[Letgo]

I wish you a peaceful journey. You are being thought of.

 

[moonlightstairway]

You've been strong. I hope you reach the peace that you deserve!

 

[jacarandash]

wishing you the best, good luck

 

[Jezzibell]

Move peacefully into the dark. Xxxx

 

[outrider567]

Peace to you

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Bon voyage - I wish you peace

 

[Pengu]

Rest in peace I hope u find everything u couldn't in this life.

 

[FuneralCry]

Goodbye, I hope you find the peace and freedom from the hell that is existing.

 

[Das Nichts]

I hope that everything will work out as planned and that you will find your peace.

 

[Mortadelo]

Farewell, good luck

 

[nosoul]

Things have turned for the worse and I've decided to CTB tonight. I have SN that's about it I didn't have the time to grab my metro from home. I will be making 3 glasses with 25 grams each and with every vomiting will drink a spare glass. I haven't eaten in 10 hours. I brought my scale with me to measure proper amounts. Not nervous I actually feel very calm. I don't think SI will stop me at this point. I wish to reach the peace I deserve.

I may join you, your not using anything else? Will you post your results?
Good luck? Any updates?

 

[SoftWorries]

I'd suggest leaving a note beside the door for whoever opens it to notify of your death and to call the police instead of coming in. I'd also suggest if possible creating a barricade (possibly with a sheet and thumbtacks) to prevent from being seen by hotel staff and minimize the mental impact on the people involved. If you'll be in the bathroom I suggest locking the door and leaving a note outside.

Be comfortable. Take care

 

[nosoul]

So he just drank SN,but do we know it worked?

 

[just_so_done]

I hope you found the peace you were looking for

 

[Ahnaf]

Things have turned for the worse and I've decided to CTB tonight. I have SN that's about it I didn't have the time to grab my metro from home. I will be making 3 glasses with 25 grams each and with every vomiting will drink a spare glass. I haven't eaten in 10 hours. I brought my scale with me to measure proper amounts. Not nervous I actually feel very calm. I don't think SI will stop me at this point. I wish to reach the peace I deserve.

Feel free to do what you want but remember it's always better to live in the light than the dark and I hope you change your mind and decide to give life another chance, if you do please contact help and if you need a friend, I am always there, try your best to live if you can though I wont force you