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the guilt i carry
endless pain
- Mar 19, 2023
- 25
i was here around a year and a half ago when everything was really bad. i even tried to take a lot of painkillers once, but it went horrible and sadly my life didn't end. i thought than after my attempt everything got better, but now it's getting worse really fast and i have a lot of suicidal thoughts again. dont know what to do, because i'm too scared to try again and with the other method, but the thought are killing me. i can't live a minute without thinking how much i want to end everything, because i hate myself so so much.
i can't talk with family, i can't go outside, all i can do is lay in my bed thinking about kms.
i can't talk with family, i can't go outside, all i can do is lay in my bed thinking about kms.