Discussion It would be so much easier to ctb with a lover

[black_iris]

i might have already mentioned this on here but i have wanted to ctb my entire life. Like i always knew i was going to suicide as my form of death ever since i was a little kid. And ive always thought the most romantic and beautiful thing was suiciding with your lover. like a romeo a juilette thing almost. I think i wouldnt have as much/any SI if i was doing it with someone else (someone else who was also suicidal not just suiciding with me because i want too).

And not just a friend, like an actual lover. I havent been dating at all recently but i may as well, to find someone with these same desires. but ive never met someone with the same desire as me, and i think some people prefer to do it alone.

Does anyone else feel like this too?

 

[ericharrisisgod]

I feel like this but with a best friend, similarly to Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold. imagine being so close to someone you can ctb with them? sounds like heaven. A lover is a different story. But yes, duo-love ctb sounds great too.

I guess it's why some people speculated the two had a *thing*. But people just can't fathom the extent to which platonic love goes.

I want to die with my boyfriend, but he would never be up for it and would probably report me. They almost never will have the same desire.

 

[sanctionedusage]

yeah

 

[violetforever]

to have someone so equally detached from earthly desires that they are willing to end it all with you would be the loveliest thing. i don't even find a chance for it to happen though. my fault for already and only loving one person to death who is very attached to earthly desires.