It won’t be me who killed myself, rather pssd, or better the psychiatry, which killed myself

[phersper]

I can no longer go on. I went from a very outgoing, handsome, intelligent, curios person to an empty eggshell. I can no longer enjoy being with friends, drinking alcohol, smoking a cigarette, drink a coffee, watch a movie, have sex, have a good night sleep, enjoy my favourite meal, do SPORTS (my biggest passion and my field of work). My dopamine is gone, GONE. Thanks to psychiatry I m alive but I m dead, totally disconnected from everything, trapped in my body. It all happened because of some pills. I knew I shouldn't trust them, but I was anxious and in pain at that moment so I asked for help, instead what I was given is a suicide sentence, not even a death sentence which would be better. For all the Pssd sufferers out there, I feel your pain, I feel it. I'm gonna ctb soon and as a reincarnation believer, I hope it won't come with too many consequences. Life is hard, but when you have full blown pssd life is UNBEREABLE. No cure, no hope, just 24/7 suffering. The only hope I have left is that my SN ordered from TIG is good quality and that the induced methemoglobemia would peacefully kill me and not left me somehow disabled.
What a waste of life.

 

[FuneralCry]

That is just so horrible what you are going through, existence is just too cruel, it's really beyond dreadful how that can happen to people, I hope you eventually find freedom from the torture you experience.

 

[AShipinthedark]

As a fellow believer in Reincarnation, I also believe that the opinions and "energy" of those you encounter in life also go into that reincarnation process. So, to you, I give you good energy for your reincarnation! May I suggest you come back not on earth?

 

[Lam1dz]

I can no longer go on. I went from a very outgoing, handsome, intelligent, curios person to an empty eggshell. I can no longer enjoy being with friends, drinking alcohol, smoking a cigarette, drink a coffee, watch a movie, have sex, have a good night sleep, enjoy my favourite meal, do SPORTS (my biggest passion and my field of work). My dopamine is gone, GONE. Thanks to psychiatry I m alive but I m dead, totally disconnected from everything, trapped in my body. It all happened because of some pills. I knew I shouldn't trust them, but I was anxious and in pain at that moment so I asked for help, instead what I was given is a suicide sentence, not even a death sentence which would be better. For all the Pssd sufferers out there, I feel your pain, I feel it. I'm gonna ctb soon and as a reincarnation believer, I hope it won't come with too many consequences. Life is hard, but when you have full blown pssd life is UNBEREABLE. No cure, no hope, just 24/7 suffering. The only hope I have left is that my SN ordered from TIG is good quality and that the induced methemoglobemia would peacefully kill me and not left me somehow disabled.
What a waste of life.

i cant imagine that ...
i am so sorry for you i hope you'll gonna be free in the end ... best wishes

 

[todienomore]

Are you sure there is no cure for pssd? Or did a dr tell you that too.