Story It took about 4 years, but I think im okay now

[garcelle]

I remember the first time I got on here, it was so relieving to find so many other people that thought the way I did. I just hated everything about myself and I was so destined to set a deadline for my death. . This was my safe place, I truly believe that without this website, I would not have recovered. These forums let me say so many things that I wasnt able to say in person and I just want to say out loud that Im grateful to everyone I spoke to. I took a break from here for about a year and just recently built the courage to come back and look at everything I wrote. I thought that coming back here would make me fall back into old habits, but it definitely didnt. It just makes me more grateful that this site is still up. Obviously, I am still going through this journey because those habits die hard, but it's nice to see how i went from harming myself and addictively watching porn to doing things I enjoy again like playing halo or eating lmao
So basically, I love you guys

 

[Angi]

Glad to hear you managed to get into a better state! I wish you well on your journey!