It sucks to be stuck, trying to stop self from impulsive suicide.

[sad_dude]

Previously, I've decided to wait it out to carefully plan things to smoothly ctb.
But, in the long run, this is actually pretty challenging in my case I guess--waiting it out even though I know that I'm that piece of shit that gets even shittier (thoo idk if that's a word) as time goes by. I can't help but to almost do something stupid again, regardless of my efforts to distract myself. It really sucks to be stuck.

 

[stillmirenai]

I've been there. Ideally, I'd want my suicide to be very meticulously planned down to the last detail so nothing goes wrong, but there's so many days where I have a crazy urge to try slitting my throat, even though I know it'll end up in more pain than success.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it really is so horrible feeling trapped here, suicide certainly should be much more straightforward in this awful world as to me it sounds so hellish ending up with injuries from a failed attempt. It must be so tiring being stuck in that situation.

 

[Unknown21]

I do understand you, I've been there for a while. I hope that to end.