Venting It just gets worse and worse

[CrazyDiamond04]

My life just seems to become continuously worse and worse as it goes on. I'm tired of everything, 3 years of feeling like complete shit and being the scum of the earth in the eyes of the rest of the world. Don't even want to be awake anymore. I'm a complete joke to the world and am hardly a respectable being in any respects. Just wish that this was all a bad dream I could wake up from one of these days but it's not. Sleep is the only means of escaping this continuous and never ending hell.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to never wake, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I find it so dreadful how existing can easily get worse. But anyway I wish you the best.