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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
I'm pretty sure no one knows who I am but I've been here for awhile. I never thought I would make another goodbye thread.

I'm so grateful for a site such as this. It's great to have people who can understand you, as well as being able to discuss a topic such as suicide. I thank you all for that. You are all amazing and I'm sorry that CTB is the only escape out of the life we never asked for.

I have fasted for 7 hours and have taken all of the medicine necessary to make this method more of a success. I will drink my SN a few minutes after this thread is posted.

I am so very scared.
If i'm not active within two days, assume I'm gone. Goodbye, everyone <3
 
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Tyuiop

Student
Nov 25, 2018
155
Don't be scared, death is natural and we will all be there eventually.
I wish that, whatever happens, your suffering should end.
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
Don't be scared, death is natural and we will all be there eventually.
I wish that, whatever happens, your suffering should end.
Its so hard to overcome that fear. I want it all to end.
 
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Tyuiop

Student
Nov 25, 2018
155
Its so hard to overcome that fear. I want it all to end.
It's your choice to do it or not.
If you're afraid of hell, i can only tell you that suicide shouldn't doom you. Whatever you decide, good luck!
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
Just drank it. It's time to leave this life. I hope I dont fail.
 
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sini

Student
Sep 30, 2018
110
If it doesn't work out then welcome back. I haven't seen you before but I can tell that you are real kind and loving person. I wish I had known you in this life but maybe we can meet in next life.

I send all my love and support for you in any case.
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
260
Good luck, I hope you will find your peace ^^ It's normal to be scared, just know that your suffering in this world will be over soon <3
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
Thanks, everyone. Im shaking right now. Im terrified. I must perserve through this.
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Good luck, Gevatsu. I'm sorry things ended this way.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
Good luck with eveything. I wish you a peaceful passing and an end to all your suffering.
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
Zofran didnt do the trick. I vomited pretty much everything.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
Zofran didnt do the trick. I vomited pretty much everything.
I'm so sorry this happened to you. Are you still feeling sick from it?
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
260
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
Hugs you tightly hope your okay i hope you passed peacefully no suffering
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
I'm a bit worried.. How do you feel right now ?
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Still no response(( hope she did not pass out, unless she felt really really sick.
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
I am sorry OP. Are you still with us?
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
I really hope she's ok.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
SN maybe taking effect she might have fallen a sleep
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
yes it still can be lethal...I wish you no suffering, in whatever condition you are in <3 sending love
 
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toolateforme

Student
Jul 2, 2018
158
Safe travels <3
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
Maybe she's gone...
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
260
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
yes it still can be lethal...I wish you no suffering, in whatever condition you are in <3 sending love
Could you explain how its still lethal or could you attach a link with an explanation, please?
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
I hope you made it. My fear would be someone smelling the vomiting and finding you
 
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