
iHateMyselflokay
Member
- Nov 9, 2020
- 17
A year ago I was my old happy self. Excited for daily activities and hobbies and just life in general. If I heard about someone being depressed or suicidal I simply recommended meditating and pretended I understood them. I didn't. I am at about a 7 on the CTB scale and I was so naive to think such feelings are so easy to fix. I don't really see a light at the end of the tunnel and I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy. Worst part is the regret as I am in this current state because of my previous actions and decisions. My point is no one will ever understand our pain until they experience it themselves. Fuck the pro lifers that have no idea what we are truly going through. God bless you guys.