I've been a long time lurker of this forum but only just made an account. I'll be CTB soon hopefully by the end of August. I've done my research and believe that SN is the way for me. I finally feel at piece knowing that I can finally leave this world. Despite our bad relationship, seeing my parents for the last time will be the hardest. We hardly speak anymore but I plan on going over to theirs for one last dinner just to make things right. I'm going to be more active on SS as I want to ensure everything goes to plan and I follow all the right steps.
JD
JD
