Venting It fucking sucks life sucks

[drownll]

I have my tests for the marine in a few days and im scared shitless to fail.
If I fail I may become homeless and it's fucking scary I dont want that. I will then most likely have to ctb but I don't have a method. I'm scared of jumping and I don't know if partial is doable while homeless.
Fuck this if only I wasn't so poor.
I just want to play video games...
Can someone recommend me a good method?

 

[OrphicEnd]

A rope may be enough, but for now focus on passing your test. Why not do a little sport instead ?
Once you have passed your test, you will have plenty of time to think about a method while waiting to get the results.

 

[drownll]

A rope may be enough, but for now focus on passing your test. Why not do a little sport instead ?
Once you have passed your test, you will have plenty of time to think about a method while waiting to get the results.

Yes I'm doing some pullups at home and i'm going for a run tomorrow. I admit i've been kinda self sabotaging and coping telling myself sport is not important for my spe.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Can someone recommend me a good method?

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Exams suck especially failing. Ik it's difficult but try to focus on the test then see how it goes. GL I hope you pass the test and you can do it!!