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thovens

thovens

life is unbearable
Jul 9, 2023
43
When the time comes, I'll leave home and I'll go somewhere to hide (probably out of town) without food or water. I'll stay there until death comes. I'm already very slim, so I think I won't last for many days. I know it sounds cruel. I don't care how my relatives will react to my death. I don't care if they suffer after this.
 
love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
I would say this is a painful way of death, it sounds even scarier than my way, but in any case, good luck, I hope everything will work out for you
 
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thovens

thovens

life is unbearable
Jul 9, 2023
43
I would say this is a painful way of death, it sounds even scarier than my way, but in any case, good luck, I hope everything will work out for you
Which way did you choose?
 
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love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
Which way did you choose?
initially, I didn't know which way to choose because some methods have a chance of bad luck and I tried for several months to figure out how to get out of here 100%. And since I live alone, I decided that I could take a full bath of water, tie myself up and drown myself there.it sounds tough maybe for someone, but the first attempt was with a train at all
 
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mirzani

Member
Jul 9, 2023
48
initially, I didn't know which way to choose because some methods have a chance of bad luck and I tried for several months to figure out how to get out of here 100%. And since I live alone, I decided that I could take a full bath of water, tie myself up and drown myself there.it sounds tough maybe for someone, but the first attempt was with a train at all
i'm trying the visine eye drop cause there some article in the news saying some people succeed in poisoning their close one with it. most victims died due to heart attack,, mmm that look fast and idk, hopefully not painful.
 
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love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
i'm trying the visine eye drop cause there some article in the news saying some people succeed in poisoning their close one with it. most victims died due to heart attack,, mmm that look fast and idk, hopefully not painful.
I haven't heard anything about these eye drops but it sounds very interesting
 
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mirzani

Member
Jul 9, 2023
48
i'm taking a daily dose of around 1 bottle each day. but, after 3 bottles till now im still alive. i have no idea the dosage needed for ctb. still do some trial and error
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,250
This method sounds like an unbearable way to go in my opinion but of course it's always up to the individual deciding what method to do, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
I haven't heard anything about these eye drops but it sounds very interesting
I recently saw a show on tv (Dateline I believe) about a woman who poisoned her husband this way. It took him several days of massive poisoning to succumb by heart attack and he was found to have been laying in copious amounts of feces and urine. It's definitely not a pleasant way to go, nor one that I would choose. While it's not "reliable" per se, it is at least easily accessible if you have several days and a dozen or so bottles. BTW there are many different types of Visine, and not all of them contain the poisoning ingredient, so best to do some research. :)
 
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love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
I recently saw a show on tv (Dateline I believe) about a woman who poisoned her husband this way. It took him several days of massive poisoning to succumb by heart attack and he was found to have been laying in copious amounts of feces and urine. It's definitely not a pleasant way to go, nor one that I would choose. While it's not "reliable" per se, it is at least easily accessible if you have several days and a dozen or so bottles. BTW there are many different types of Visine, and not all of them contain the poisoning ingredient, so best to do some research. :)
Hmm, thank you will have to be read for self-development, but I am unlikely to go this way, but still thank you very much
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,245
without food or water. I'll stay there until death comes.
This is a terribly slow and gruesome death. In the end it's up to you but I urge you to look into other more peaceful ways to leave this world should this be your true desire.
 
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DutchMister1488

Member
Jul 10, 2023
58
Powder X,
It's a Dutch substance (well it's not legal here but also not illegal) And it happens to be painless, you drink it with water you lay down and 10 minutes later you fall asleep and that's it, no pain no fuss no nothing)
i'm taking a daily dose of around 1 bottle each day. but, after 3 bottles till now im still alive. i have no idea the dosage needed for ctb. still do some trial and error
Get powder x see above
 

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