Discussion Is there anything that would stop you ctb

[satoporu]

If I could make reverse time and change every missed opportunity and mistake I've done.

funny, i've thought about this a thousand times over the years. and i always end up with a conclusion that i shouldn't have been born at all. that would definitely take care of things.

 

[Dinosaur]

Become a social and happy guy just like I was before I was treated with Palmitate Paliperidone (Xeplion), a docor ruined my life.

 

[SimplyTopHat]

I wish life was easier... every day I have to muster all the energy I have to get out of bed, &for what? For my mental health to beat me into submission? Or better still for my physical body to betray me?

When I was younger, I thought moving out of my parent's home would make me happy, &it didn't.

When I went to college I thought things would be better &instead I was asssulted and abused my SO for years.

When I moved out of one province &into another I thought things would get better. Instead I was bullied by my colleagues &called all sorts of awful things that I became agoraphobic and tried to kill myself SEVERAL times.

Now, decades after all this pain began, &I'm seeking professional help (again), going to group therapy &went back to school to try &make something of myself. All things I thought would make me feel better, and still nothing.

So when you ask what would it take to change my mind... a miracle. Heh, &I'm not religious.

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

Yes, money lots of money

 

[waiting4thenextbus]

I know this for a fact. $10 million USD from an anonymous donor would make me stay alive. I'd honestly give it my best shot with that money and help others too. I'd be able to work on my life's problems with a hope in hell at fixing them. I'd also not have to work, which helps, because having to work is a huge contributing factor to me being suicidal. Not only this but my entire family and friendship circle would never have to work or suffer financially. I'd be able to travel the world with my time left on this planet, exploring the world we were born on. Unfortunately that type of life is not for me, only for the rich oligarch. Hence why I will be catching the bus this year.

 

[mandyjohnuk]

2 new knees and no pain which is endless every day.

 

[eternalsleep16]

cure for a chronic health issue.

 

[hellispink]

Financial stability. Being able to work from home as a writer. It would allow me to be good with my social anxiety and also I would pay my debts . As long as I didn't have to face or work along other people.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Being born female all along or being able to be put in a young female body with no surgery. HRT, etc. Let me have a young happy life.

Since none of these are possible for me, there is a 0% chance of me not CTBing in the future.

 

[Advisor321]

Yes, time machine and going 2 years back.
Not making such a terrible mistakes that I have done...

 

[ineverlived]

to live in the country i want
a beautiful face
social skills
money

i don't know if these make me happy hundred percent but i guess I'd give life a chance.

 

[Siterfau]

Being rich and having the assurance that society won't collapse in the next few decades.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Easy: A girlfriend. Not gonna happen though.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, there is absolutely nothing. I would still want to die no matter what my life circumstances are. I simply prefer the sound of non existence to any kind of life. I personally see life as being so pointless and I am horrified that life is even a thing in the first place. I have no interest in living in such a cruel and unfair world where there is no limit as to how much we can suffer.

 

[Dizzylady80]

Yeah! If my pain went away I doubt I'd be suicidal anymore, I'd need some recovery time and a lot more therapy but I definitely think that would do it. Another one is financial security, this one is a bit less sure-fire but I think even with the pain I'm in, if I knew I'd be okay financially and didn't have to worry about not being able to work to pay bills/avoid homelessness I think there's a good chance I'd be okay

 

[Roberto]

So I'm just curious if there is anything that could change in your life that would make you want to live?

My cats lived forever