Is there anything someone could do to stop you from being suicidal?

[Lena]

No. I'm beyond help at this point and have made up my mind. I believe I'll do it in about a week or two.

At least you have conviction.. the worst is when you're not sure but all you can do is cry and think about it and make it worse for yourself..

 

[Trashcan]

At least you have conviction.. the worst is when you're not sure but all you can do is cry and think about it and make it worse for yourself..

*hugs*

 

[Volatile]

I'm loved unconditionally by my family but it doesn't mean anything to me. Those nerves were severed in childhood when I was abused by my original family

 

[Lena]

I

I'm loved unconditionally by my family but it doesn't mean anything to me. Those nerves were severed in childhood when I was abused by my original family

I'm so sorry. Childhood abuse is so damaging.

 

[Lena]

*hugs*

:) *hugs back*

 

[wanttodie]

no

 

[Roph]

No.

 

[Ryukil93]

If Monika from DDLC became real and started dating me, I would stay alive.

 

[millefeui]

That is impossible.

 

[Ryukil93]

Of course. Well, the guys over at r/ddlc talk about the 2029 thing, but I'm pretty sure that's bullshit.

 

[millefeui]

Of course. Well, the guys over at r/ddlc talk about the 2029 thing, but I'm pretty sure that's bullshit.

What about 2029?

 

[Ryukil93]

Ray Kurzweil says there will be human-level AI in 2029, so the kids at r/ddlc think they'll be able to make their waifus real.

 

[millefeui]

Ray Kurzweil says there will be human-level AI in 2029, so the kids at r/ddlc think they'll be able to make their waifus real.

I hope the planet explodes before that happens. Or that the "human level AI" completely obliterates human race.

 

[Ryukil93]

You don't want a bunch of weebs walking around with virtual waifus? lol

 

[millefeui]

Humans are truly the most vile creatures in existence. Destroying the lives of animals, plants and fellow humans isn't enough... No, they also want to slave "artificial" beings, who if truly intelligent as the name implies, will suffer no differently from humans.

If there is a devil, even he must be terrified of the level of malice that comes from human beings.

 

[MachineGunDani]

If someone would just kill me then I wouldn't be suicidal anymore.

 

[Pastdue]

Ray Kurzweil says there will be human-level AI in 2029, so the kids at r/ddlc think they'll be able to make their waifus real.

Well he also says that the ai singularity will happen in 2045. I wish it would actually happen tomorrow as then I'd have a chance at just uploading myself into a machine and getting a new body and have regenerating brain cells. I think I would get along better with computers than other humans. Of course there is the off chance that the computer I meld with might just explode itself when it experiences my emotions for the first time. Also is the problem that ai being intellectually superior might not want to meld and just annihilate everyone instead.

i am especially excited about ai because the ai would be able to enhance its intellect to the point where we would seem as smart as specks of dusts in compairison. It might actually be able to figure out who/ what created this universe and go and visit them. If i were part of that ai, I might be able to then literally get the chance to 'kick god's arse'.

Edit: of course other people in the ai will be saying 'we should be nice to god when we meet him' but that will all be overdriven by my rabid desire to kick him in the nuts repeatedly when we meet.

 

[Lizzie S.]

Well he also says that the ai singularity will happen in 2045. I wish it would actually happen tomorrow as then I'd have a chance at just uploading myself into a machine and getting a new body and have regenerating brain cells. I think I would get along better with computers than other humans. Of course there is the off chance that the computer I meld with might just explode itself when it experiences my emotions for the first time. Also is the problem that ai being intellectually superior might not want to meld and just annihilate everyone instead.

i am especially excited about ai because the ai would be able to enhance its intellect to the point where we would seem as smart as specks of dusts in compairison. It might actually be able to figure out who/ what created this universe and go and visit them. If i were part of that ai, I might be able to then literally get the chance to 'kick god's arse'.

Please let this happen this is all I want

 

[millefeui]

I hope that never happens.

 

[RubySimon]

If I had people that'd give my physical support and courage to transition into a non female body, aid to get a job I enjoy. Love me for I am..as well as an actual diagnosis for this untamed learning disability. I could live, maybe even be happy.


But that won't happen unless a miracle occured.

 

[Lena]

If someone would just kill me then I wouldn't be suicidal anymore.

Lol

 

[Pastdue]

I hope that never happens.

 

[Ella Disenchanted]

If I could love and be loved.. be it family, friend or lover, then maybe I would find a way to heal. Unfortunately I haven't had that for years.

 

[TAW122]

Not really, at least from a rational, philosophical point of view. This is because I view the act of suicide not as a mental illness nor cry for help, but as a personal, individual choice. It is the only real choice and ultimate expression of freedom, to die on one's own terms. Also, that suicide is a solution to things that don't have a solution, cannot be (reasonably or effectively) solved, and/or an appropriate response to the cruel and unforgiving world out there. It is an escape to the ongoing daily grind and torment of day to day life.

Furthermore, due to my life circumstances as well as my conditions (social anxiety, Aspergers syndrome) and also other disappointments and failed goals in life, there is nothing anyone can do or say to really change my mind.

 

[hunter_lewis]

No-only if they are a skilled surgeon who can fix my problem. Otherwise,no. My wanting to ctb is not because of depression, or because of my anxiety. It is also not because of anything ever said to me, or because there is a lack of love in my life. In fact, my life is literally overflowing to the brim with love and caring for others because if there is one thing I have experienced in my life to many facets is loving others and being loved overwhelmingly in return. My problem is my crippling physical pain which so far no one has been able to stop. I am not suicidal because it is a cry for help or because I am out of whack, but because my body is simply smothering my soul to such a degree that I want to live on without my body.
Death is not something to be sad about-in fact, we should rejoice that someone found a way out of their suffering

 

[hunter_lewis]

I don't understand why people say that suicide is not a solution-of course it is a solution, but has to be used only after much consideration and as an extreme last resort. Suicide frees your soul into the afterlife and gives you a fresh chance at existing

 

[AceOfSpadesCTB]

I suppose there is, but the idea I could be made financially secure without needing to return to working with / around people (something I am mentally unable to do without becoming so terrified of failure that I sabotage myself) just won't happen.

 

[ignominia]

No. CTB it's something like a fate, a mission that i need to accomplish.
But maybe if the world were not so corrupted and degraded as it's now i would think about stop being suicidal.

 

[worldexploder]

Absolutely not.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

What I need to have been not suicidal is 30+ years too late and is not under anyone's control, so no....