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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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After my failed OD last night, is there anything some could recommend from there that has a good chance of doing the job. After taking 2000mg pressed oxy, a ridiculous amount of benzos and alcohol, I am deeply discouraged. Hate the idea of using a gun as they visual would forever be stuck in my loved ones memories forever. Any help would be appreciated
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
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There are some members who wants to ctb with meth, idk if that would work though
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
522
After my failed OD last night, is there anything some could recommend from there that has a good chance of doing the job. After taking 2000mg pressed oxy, a ridiculous amount of benzos and alcohol, I am deeply discouraged. Hate the idea of using a gun as they visual would forever be stuck in my loved ones memories forever. Any help would be appreciated
A lot of people would kill to be in your position, if you have access to a gun - ha.

You could always try to minimise the appearance factor - for example, by placing a big bucket or bag around your head, and leaving a note requesting loved ones not to look
 

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