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snack

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Do you know someone who created posts on this site and still was able to?
 
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Those who were successful are no longer writing messages ... The sadness of this forum is that people don't stay here for very long.
 
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Johnnythefox

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There are many who were here who ctb.
 
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Zadig777 ctb'ed on Wednesday using sodium nitrate. He was active on the PSSD (post ssri sexual dysfunction) community, and one of his relatives got in touch with us and told us he had died.
 
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Zadig777 ctb'ed on Wednesday using sodium nitrate. He was active on the PSSD (post ssri sexual dysfunction) community, and one of his relatives got in touch with us and told us he had died.
Wow
 
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Addy92

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Zadig777 ctb'ed on Wednesday using sodium nitrate. He was active on the PSSD (post ssri sexual dysfunction) community, and one of his relatives got in touch with us and told us he had died.

Fuck. You OK?
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

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These former members spring to mind and include verified sources.
@Crest33
@BurningLights
@Eden2k
@MexicanTravels
@Minudah
@therhydler
@Wantingpeace
@ReadyasEver
@Jupiter
@SiArc

I'm sure there are many more, I just can't think of them at the moment.
 
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These former members spring to mind and include verified sources.
@Crest33
@BurningLights
@Eden2k
@MexicanTravels
@Minudah
@therhydler
@Wantingpeace
@ReadyasEver
@Jupiter
@SiArc

I'm sure there are many more, I just can't think of them at the moment.
I have problems facing reality. Sometimes it doesn't register with my brain that these people are gone...
 
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Addy92

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I have problems facing reality. Sometimes it doesn't register with my brain that these people are gone...

I think if you let it register it gets to you. I am learning not to develop emotional attachment as it ends in tears. But it's easier said than done.
 
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I think if you let it register it gets to you. I am learning not to develop emotional attachment as it ends in tears. But it's easier said than done.
sort of difficult when I relate more with people I meet on here than with who I see irl ... meh such is life... I'm at least lucky to interact with you all while I can...
 
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Whatshername

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I think if you let it register it gets to you. I am learning not to develop emotional attachment as it ends in tears. But it's easier said than done.

I'm in the same boat. On top of having lost too many people IRL, I ended up losing them here too. Initially I didn't think I would form such attachments on this site, but in the end I have and it affected me. :'(
 
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Walilamdzi

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@Johnnythefox what do you mean about verified sources?
 
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Johnnythefox

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Psilo

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Zadig777 ctb'ed on Wednesday using sodium nitrate. He was active on the PSSD (post ssri sexual dysfunction) community, and one of his relatives got in touch with us and told us he had died.
You mean Sodium Nitrite?
 
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Walilamdzi

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@Johnnythefox Ahh.. is that from you being friends with them, or did they include details for people to find out in a post before ctb? I would be interested to read the obituaries if they're publicly available.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

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@Johnnythefox Ahh.. is that from you being friends with them, or did they include details for people to find out in a post before ctb? I would be interested to read the obituaries if they're publicly available.
Some I was in touch with, others may have been verified by other people.
You can do a search on here and find any obituaries that may be available.
 
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Thin Chew

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Mar 3, 2019
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Zadig777 ctb'ed on Wednesday using sodium nitrate. He was active on the PSSD (post ssri sexual dysfunction) community, and one of his relatives got in touch with us and told us he had died.
@zadig777 rip...
 
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I remember seeing @Crest33 's obituary on a thread here. I believe he used SN and it was sort of confirmed in a news article (it was in Dutch, I had to translate it with Google.) He was kind of young, wasn't he? I kinda wish I could read the other obituaries but don't know of any.
 
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Walilamdzi

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I remember seeing @Crest33 's obituary on a thread here. I believe he used SN and it was sort of confirmed in a news article (it was in Dutch, I had to translate it with Google.) He was kind of young, wasn't he? I kinda wish I could read the other obituaries but don't know of any.
Oh I'll try to find the thread - I hope nobody finds me disrespectful, it's just that I spend a lot of time reading stuff related to ctb, so I'm interested in more info if there are cases from here. I hope these users are at peace.

I found it, but it doesn't specify him taking SN in the article.
 
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@Walilamdzi If you google his name (he posted his initials on his last post too), there is another article that says something about they believe he died from taking "a product". They never mention in the article he explicitly took SN. I would assume, since he posted he was planning on taking SN, that it was SN.

Also, I hope I don't come across as disrespectful either. It's obviously a little weird talking about other people's suicides... I'm just glad they aren't suffering something like a stroke and living in a nursing home somewhere as a vegetable. It's part of the reason I'm curious, because I want to know if SN is a "safe" way to die.

Is anybody else aware of another person who took SN and has passed away? I know @Minudah talked a lot about planning on taking SN, but I don't see how anybody really knows they safely passed.
 
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overandout

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Feb 28, 2019
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@Wantingpeace took SN and passed away. She had an obituary too.
 
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Walilamdzi

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@overandout Did someone post it on here?
 
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overandout

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/wantingpeace.7109/
@overandout Did someone post it on here?
It was posted on here but not sure if can still find it
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

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I think those that have passed should be allowed to rest in peace, nothing is to be gained by revisiting their past on here. Many did not want their information to be made available and just wanted to leave with some dignity.
 
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overandout

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I think those that have passed should be allowed to rest in peace, nothing is to be gained by revisiting their past on here. Many did not want their information to be made available and just wanted to leave with some dignity.


I agree and can always delete it. It's just to show further confirmation that people have passed away with sodium nitrite successfully.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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I know @Minudah talked a lot about planning on taking SN, but I don't see how anybody really knows they safely passed
I found confirmation of @Minudah passing but I don't want to post it publicly.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
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Yeah, I can understand the hesitation. There's a fine line between remembering someone and allowing a public spectacle. I don't think everyone wants to be forgotten, and I know I don't judge them for choosing to CTB. But I think if that person didn't leave a public clue as to who they were (like their initials)... It's probably best to honor their privacy and not directly link their obituary.
 
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