Is there anyone/anything you want to stay around for?

[Oyoy]

no I still don't have the guts to do it

Well, I'm currently in therapy which is about 8 weeks.. after that.. i will prep everything, and ctb by N hopefully on the 24th of March.

Why therapy if you are planning... You
Must be motivated to get out and about.
I am addicted to my radio. Eminem shade 45 with rude Jude is like cracked out heroin. He pisses me off and I want to know what's on his mind.

 

[Mr2005]

My son.


Please don't

Don't worry it isn't working and I think I'm done trying.

 

[faust]

I just started writing as well. Don't know how fast it will go, but it's the only proper reason I see to stay yet. Ctb should be perfect end of that drama.

I haven't decided yet should my main character CTB or wake up in emergency department among people who loves him

 

[mesohappy]

My dog is pretty much it..That and spite.Sometimes I get angry to think of certain people out living me,or getting some sort of joy or validation from news of my death.

 

[140 bpm]

I haven't decided yet should my main character CTB or wake up in emergency department among people who loves him

Hmm what about version when your main character wakes up in emergency department and gets news, that his loves ones tragically died in car accident on the way to visit him?
It's your story ofc, I'm just more into drama endings :)

 

[faust]

My dog is pretty much it..That and spite.Sometimes I get angry to think of certain people out living me,or getting some sort of joy or validation from news of my death.

Always wanted to have a pet, but now it is a little bit late since I know my death is imminent

Hmm what about version when your main character wakes up in emergency department and gets news, that his loves ones tragically died in car accident on the way to visit him?
It's your story ofc, I'm just more into drama endings :)

Or that waking up in emergency department is just a near-death experience which is based on his last thoughts that he will die alone in this world

 

[TAW122]

I'm mainly sticking around for a few reasons, getting my tax refund from my work from 2019 (I know kind of silly to think about money when I ultimately plan to CTB but whatever, a bit more money would at least allow me to enjoy a few things before eventually checking out), finishing up some video games of my choice, finishing up a music project that I only gotten halfway, and of course, tying some other loose ends before finally ending it all.

 

[faraway_beach]

I would like to ride the Wonder Wheel in its 100th year, I would like to see the new hall of invertebrates at the aquarium when it opens, I would like to see the opening ceremonies of the Tokyo Olympics, I feel obligated to vote in this U.S. presidential election year. I don't know if I'm going to last long enough for any of those. None of them is a particularly intense desire, just a vague, oh that would be nice.

I have no obligations: no kids, no pets, I've already outlived my parents.

 

[Sing_Me_To_Sleep]

My son.

This breaks my heart and is the only reason I'm still here. He's young enough to forget me but the battle inside between my absence or presence being the better option for him is never ending.

 

[saintives]

absolutely nothing

 

[lucid]

I'm only staying around until my mother passes. I'd rather see her pass and me going through the same pain like with my father than having her go through the trauma with me, I would never wish an experience like that on her.

 

[brokerofsecrets]

I live with my mother, but I'm not exactly staying around for her - I'm a huge drain on her life financially and emotionally, plus she's a strong woman, she'll find peace with it sooner or later. What I'm sticking around for is my auntie's 15 year old granddaughter - she suffers with anxiety and she's visiting her in a couple weeks and I promised my aunt and her I'd sit and talk with her and offer as much help and advice as I can. After that, I'm basically free to go.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Other than a bit of SI and a couple loose ends I am ready for my final exit. (Damn, saying 'final exit' was freaky just then) I can hardly believe I am here.

 

[brokerofsecrets]

Other than a bit of SI and a couple loose ends I am ready for my final exit. (Damn, saying 'final exit' was freaky just then) I can hardly believe I am here.

Makes it sound way cooler than it actually is, doesn't it? "MY FINAL EXIT." I love that.

 

[hershberger]

I'm mainly sticking around for a few reasons, getting my tax refund from my work from 2019 (I know kind of silly to think about money when I ultimately plan to CTB but whatever, a bit more money would at least allow me to enjoy a few things before eventually checking out), finishing up some video games of my choice, finishing up a music project that I only gotten halfway, and of course, tying some other loose ends before finally ending it all.

As an accountant, I completely support this reason. The government got to use your money tax-free all year; now, it's your turn to enjoy it. I wish you all the best in your decision, and I hope you find peace, whether it's here or somewhere else.

 

[OrdinaryDay]

Getting my girlfriend pregnant, getting my playlist done.

I genuinely hope you are joking.

 

[Mr2005]

^
Ok I'm joking

 

[S1mpleme]

No.

 

[klm]

Fear of the unknown and the thought of being forgotten.

 

[Itsbeenreal]

A new job prospect that would give me a fresh start.

My birthday. Haven't celebrated these in a while but was thinking of maybe taking a little solo trip on this one.

My mom. She believes in me and I hate to let her down.

My family. I'd be causing them so much pain.

But I'm just not happy with myself and I don't see this ever changing so...

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Right now, the love of my life. Things are rough and about to get worse, but there is hope yet still as we made very serious promises to get through this. However, if she fails on her end, well, then I will loose the will to hold up mine.

 

[kira1]

Life is so full of pain but I would stay here a bit more for some hobbies and my dogs...

 

[UninformedLover]

If you asked me this question a year ago I would of answered absolutely nothing but now I have found purpose in my life once more. A few days after Christmas I bought myself a hamster. At the time I thought it was a bit foolish of me because I planned to commit suicide very soon but she has given me new direction in my life. I just love her quite dearly. I named her Linguinie because she is long like a noodle.

She makes me extremely happy. I will endure everyday for her because well I just like her so much. It seems silly to me but it's just how I feel.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

If you asked me this question a year ago I would of answered absolutely nothing but now I have found purpose in my life once more. A few days after Christmas I bought myself a hamster. At the time I thought it was a bit foolish of me because I planned to commit suicide very soon but she has given me new direction in my life. I just love her quite dearly. I named her Linguinie because she is long like a noodle.

She makes me extremely happy. I will endure everyday for her because well I just like her so much. It seems silly to me but it's just how I feel.

Not silly at all. If it gives you purpose and helps you to focus on healing yourself, well then, it is the most important thing in the world for you.

 

[arainynight]

No. I lost the last person I still cared about not so long ago, so no, there is nothing keeping me here.

 

[Jean4]

The US presidential election.

If you thought the 2016 election was crazy buckle up for 2020!

I'm part of the resistance. I don't want to leave the future of the planet to the Orange Orangutan.

 

[Thereisnothing]

If you asked me this question a year ago I would of answered absolutely nothing but now I have found purpose in my life once more. A few days after Christmas I bought myself a hamster. At the time I thought it was a bit foolish of me because I planned to commit suicide very soon but she has given me new direction in my life. I just love her quite dearly. I named her Linguinie because she is long like a noodle.

She makes me extremely happy. I will endure everyday for her because well I just like her so much. It seems silly to me but it's just how I feel.

Beautiful to know that Linguinie has come into your life.............animals are so special and bring so much into the world and they just seem to understand things, often more than quite alot of humans do.

 

[UninformedLover]

I'm part of the resistance. I don't want to leave the future of the planet to the Orange Orangutan.

God I wish there was a laughing reaction, this would be a good time to use it lolol

 

[aeri]

I am sorry for my cousin. She is someone i really love. We were really close when we were kid, but we lost contact, and we became closer 3 years ago. Now we are very very close and i love her a lot. And i know she loves me back. Once, she wqs talking with her bestfriend, then she began to talk about me, how she loves me, and how she hopes she will never lose me. She began to cry. I am very important to her. She is important to me too. I am sad to let her down. But my depression is too important now, i feel like i have to die. For next week uh-
Next week and not rn bc i have a concert with the Choir i belong to. They need me. When it'll be over, i'll ctb