Method Is there a way to go that is not painful?

[Done44]

I've done multiple attempts, the ones that failed weren't fatal. The ones that were almost fatal were torture.
Is there a dignified way of dying, without suffering for the last part?

I don't need the name (I mean against the rules), abbreviations are allowed (I think, right).
Is there way? (yeah, eatuhanesia, but I'm on a waiting list for about 3 years or so)

I just want to go to bed and not wake up. It feels like the most peaceful way to end this torture.
I had to throw away my SN to start my last treatment, and now I cannot order anymore. I'm honestly lost.

 

[outrider567]

I've done multiple attempts, the ones that failed weren't fatal. The ones that were almost fatal were torture.
Is there a dignified way of dying, without suffering for the last part?

I don't need the name (I mean against the rules), abbreviations are allowed (I think, right).
Is there way? (yeah, eatuhanesia, but I'm on a waiting list for about 3 years or so)

I just want to go to bed and not wake up. It feels like the most peaceful way to end this torture.
I had to throw away my SN to start my last treatment, and now I cannot order anymore. I'm honestly lost.

Nitrogen

 

[almaranthine]

The only "painless" ways to go (aside from inert gas inhalation) involve overdoses of drugs. Pentobarbital, or Nembutal (N) is what is used in veterinary euthanasia as well as in clinics performing it on people. It has not been obtainable for some time now, due to shortages, and the loss of a trusted supplier. Even then, it was difficult to get. There's other drugs that will put you under, like morphine or fentanyl, or even street drugs like heroin. Getting these substances is a whole 'nother story though. Also, illegal to be in possession of. Barbiturates were used for suicides back in the day, but are unobtainable now. Some people still accidentally or intentionally kill themselves with benzodiazepines by potentiating them with other drugs or alcohol.

Above commenter is mentioning nitrogen. Inert gases will put you to sleep and you won't wake up but this requires a whole set up. I had to edit my comment bc I forgot about the method—it is painless. However, I'm thinking if you don't have access to SN, it's not likely that you'll be able to get all of the equipment for the inert gas method.

 

[Zegers]

Nitrogen sounds interesting but i dont know much about it.

- SN
- Gun

 

[Sonder]

Nitrogen sounds interesting but i dont know much about it.

- SN
- Gun

These guys sell the setup for Nitrogen. They have been forced to hide it as beer making gear.

Max Dog Brewing

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Since the people who could actually answer your question are now dead, a true answer to your question cannot be known. Personally, I doubt any method is completely painless.

 

[Zegers]

@Sonder thanks but delete the link (rules)

They are having a beer with Dr. Nietsche, definitely a subtle hint