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25menrunning

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Apr 5, 2026
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I have a permanent neck injury and brain injury from failing at hanging (full suspension, though I've also tried partial and failed). I think I'm ready to try again.

Is there a suicide method which will either succeed, or if it fails it won't fuck me over with like brain damage or something? I don't want my life to just end up worse. Obviously ideally it works but I'm willing to sacrifice a few % effectiveness for lower brain injury risk. I really don't want to fail and then get fucked over.

I have no access to guns, don't know how to buy drugs. I can easily jump in front of a train though of course thats messed up to the driver. Other then that I'm not sure, I could probably buy helium but that seems insanley complicated, and brain damage risk of course.
 
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Kanau_Nano

Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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Every method has extremely bad things that can happen if you fail and nothing is 100% I wish it weren't so. I would be dead by now
 
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25menrunning

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Apr 5, 2026
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how would I go about getting drugs ig, I know thats really risky but it's kinda looking like my only option
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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I have a permanent neck injury and brain injury from failing at hanging (full suspension, though I've also tried partial and failed). I think I'm ready to try again.
Do you know why your hanging failed? Were you found?
 
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UserFromNowhere

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May 4, 2025
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I'm sure there are methods that might be able to, but I don't believe so from the methods I know. Any method causes a lack of oxygenated blood to the brain, whether this is directly caused by hypoxia (such as SN, hanging, respiratory depression, or inert gases) or lack of blood reaching the brain (as happens in cardiac arrest, which I believe is the primary mechanism of action in an amitriptyline OD). Jumping off a height, into a train, or shooting oneself with a gun could lead to either brain damage or physical damage if it fails. This isn't to make you scared, I just don't know of any methods personally that wouldn't result in even the potential of brain damage in the worst case scenario.
 
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Spelldungeon

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May 16, 2026
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I dont know. Surviving trying to kill the own brain would be strange if it didnt leave any lasting affects. Youre trying to kill the thing that runs your entire body, i dont see how theres any non destructible way to destroy ones self.

Drugs destroy you just as much as anything else would. In fact those are accidental suicides at most, but look at how it leaves the individual whilst still alive.

Hypothetically you could find a tall enough place with zero chance of survival, but it depends really. I dont know if you want that route, and i dont know if its a 100% either. Theres been people who survive the golden gate bridge. Life is a roll of die
 
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25menrunning

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Apr 5, 2026
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I dont know. Surviving trying to kill the own brain would be strange if it didnt leave any lasting affects. Youre trying to kill the thing that runs your entire body, i dont see how theres any non destructible way to destroy ones self.

Drugs destroy you just as much as anything else would. In fact those are accidental suicides at most, but look at how it leaves the individual whilst still alive.

Hypothetically you could find a tall enough place with zero chance of survival, but it depends really. I dont know if you want that route, and i dont know if its a 100% either. Theres been people who survive the golden gate bridge. Life is a roll of die
So I'm assuming means there aren't really options that either will kill you or not do much to you (without much in between) or who's main mechanism is damage to a non-brain organ?
 
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Yakui

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Feb 4, 2023
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Not really. Your aim is to harm your body enough that it dies, I don't really see how you're going to intentionally do that and not have lasting damage if you fuck it up.
 
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hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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Brain damage is a real consequence especially for hangings. Hanging is really death by brain damage Because it cuts oxygen from your brain. If done right it takes seconds to be unconscious and the depriving of oxygen means you will be dead

So if you practise be aware what you are doing
 
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Jun 9, 2023
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which is why I want to try a non-hanging method. I know brain damage is a risk but the hanging one is just too high. Unfortunately I can't really find any other method, y'all are super fucking cryptic about 'dsl' which idk what that even stands for and besides idk if getting something shipped would work anyway or if I have the money for it (I'm broke as fuck),
yup~ >_< That's why I'd rather not attempt hanging again either~ >_< from what I understand, SN is the safest method I know of for not completely screwing you over if it fails, hence, why it's my preferred method as of rn~ ofc, there are certainly others and probably even better as-of-yet undiscovered methods~

DSL is a source~ We're not supposed to share sources~
 
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25menrunning

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Apr 5, 2026
25
yup~ >_< That's why I'd rather not attempt hanging again either~ >_< from what I understand, SN is the safest method I know of for not completely screwing you over if it fails, hence, why it's my preferred method as of rn~ ofc, there are certainly others and probably even better as-of-yet undiscovered methods~

DSL is a source~ We're not supposed to share sources~
how do people find them out then
 
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