Is money a reason you want end it all?

[Tormented Soul]

Money or lack there of is one of the main reasons i want give up. health issues and an unsafe enviroment where i live are the other 2 reasons. i live on 1100 a month disability and its NOTT enough. i cannot work and there is no hope for me.

But with money i could get my own safe place to live and get better treatments for my illness/injuries and not have to worry how im going get thru every month. the stress of struggling is killing me.

I had one chance, my dad had half a mil and i was supposed to get it when he died, but he got sick and his girlfriend moved in to take care of him, he died a year later, the will came and she got it all. plus his $250,000 house (my childhood home), his 3 cars and 2 boats. (over a million in everything) she gave me nothing out of it.


So i ask, do any of you hav lots of money, but still want to end it all?

Doesnt the money help to change your life or circumstances?

 

[black money boys]

partially, yes


personally for me, wanting to CTB is inevitable being but financially unstable definitely boosts this

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I'm a 56f. I have plenty of money saved i want to die because of severe depression. I've tried every med. Ketamine and ECT. I spend most of my time rotting in my bed. It's been over 2 years now and I am no longer able to work. I would give all my money away if it could cure me.

 

[badatparties]

No, i could have a billion and I'd still want to go. Why would being able to acquire more worldly garbage make me feel better?

 

[ripfalloutnewvegas]

yeah personally at the end of the day not having enough money is why I'm going to ctb I feel like if I cant afford to live I shouldn't so I'm not going to my mom is getting on my ass which is understandable I just can't get a job the job market is hard rn and I'm having health issues. When I ctb I wont have to worry about not getting any callbacks from jobs or too low of pay I'll just be free from all the BS I need to atleast sell everything or give away everything I have first gotta afford my funeral.

Money or lack there of is one of the main reasons i want give up. health issues and an unsafe enviroment where i live are the other 2 reasons. i live on 1100 a month disability and its NOTT enough. i cannot work and there is no hope for me.

But with money i could get my own safe place to live and get better treatments for my illness/injuries and not have to worry how im going get thru every month. the stress of struggling is killing me.

I had one chance, my dad had half a mil and i was supposed to get it when he died, but he got sick and his girlfriend moved in to take care of him, he died a year later, the will came and she got it all. plus his $250,000 house (my childhood home), his 3 cars and 2 boats. (over a million in everything) she gave me nothing out of it.


So i ask, do any of you hav lots of money, but still want to end it all?

Doesnt the money help to change your life or circumstances?

thats vile that she did that to you.

 

[sanction]

Money or lack there of is one of the main reasons i want give up. health issues and an unsafe enviroment where i live are the other 2 reasons. i live on 1100 a month disability and its NOTT enough. i cannot work and there is no hope for me.

But with money i could get my own safe place to live and get better treatments for my illness/injuries and not have to worry how im going get thru every month. the stress of struggling is killing me.

I had one chance, my dad had half a mil and i was supposed to get it when he died, but he got sick and his girlfriend moved in to take care of him, he died a year later, the will came and she got it all. plus his $250,000 house (my childhood home), his 3 cars and 2 boats. (over a million in everything) she gave me nothing out of it.


So i ask, do any of you hav lots of money, but still want to end it all?

Doesnt the money help to change your life or circumstances?

Damn. Sorry to hear. Is that girlfriend a gold digger?

And yes, money and survival stress definitely one of the main reasons I want to CTB.

Just so damn tired of this existence

 

[weeping<3willow]

ya. i'm fucking poor and have nothing after my mom died. step dad took everything and abandoned me right after, luckily my step sister forces him to keep me on his insurance and phone plan bc he loves her, but that's about it, and i'm boutta be too old to stay on the insurance. also family on my mother's side lost interest in me when they found out i wasn't getting any money from it.

since all of that i've been living in sober livings, and when rent comes up and i get kicked out i relapse until i'm tired of being homeless or the couch i'm crashing on gets too hot and just go into another rehab. so many years wasted. i probably wouldn't be any better if things remained the way they were but my mother would make sure i have a place to stay bc i never stole and i'd have her comfort. she used to hold me when things got too scary and just let me cry. i miss her so much.

 

[metfan647]

I feel I've peaked in every possible way I personally can given all my cognitive deficiencies and limitations caused by the state of my mental health (for the avoidance of doubt, I've achieved nothing). I was always doomed to being a wage slage so I adapted at a young age to frugality and minimalism.

At this point, money wouldn't change my trajectory or desires.

Even the prospect or having a mortgage-free house or flat and escaping wage slavery would be novel for a short time but my foundations are alreay far too compromised.

 

[enditplz]

I do okay financially. I never worry about bills. If I was struggling financially, I'm sure I would have already ended it. But I'm still depressed and lonely. So I'll just wait it out till I get fired and run through all my savings before I end it.