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Shirokuma

Shirokuma

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Feb 11, 2023
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I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.
 
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PoisonedOxygen

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May 20, 2023
76
I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.

Yes however it depends what country are you in and what is the law, also purchasing anything from the dark web is not hard (but remember to find a reliable source so you don't get scammed). Where I live i can buy it like a new pair of jeans.
 
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Shirokuma

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Feb 11, 2023
35
I live in Europe and in my current circumstances, I think the only way I could get SN is online. I've never really used the dark web before or even really understand how to work it, so I guess that why I find it a bit difficult or confusing. I suppose If there's a will, there's a way.
Where I live i can buy it like a new pair of jeans.
If SN is a peaceuful and simple as it seems, I can't help but be a little jealous that purchasing it could be so simple.
 
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PoisonedOxygen

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May 20, 2023
76
If SN is a peaceuful and simple as it seems, I can't help but be a little jealous that purchasing it could be so simple.
I think like nothing is peaceful and simple as it seems but maybe more peaceful than the other options available, purchasing SN was easy for me however the meds are a bit of a problem. I hope you find what you are looking for.
 
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CYP11B1

Member
May 23, 2023
19
In my country there are many chemical companies where I can buy "chemical reagents", even medicines in raw powder "for research purposes", as an individual person without any papers. SN is available readily and extremely cheaply.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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Yes however it depends what country are you in and what is the law, also purchasing anything from the dark web is not hard (but remember to find a reliable source so you don't get scammed). Where I live i can buy it like a new pair of jeans.
Purchasing anything from dark web is not hard, okay if you can get me genuine Nembutal N from dark web (which is literally impossible), I will pay you triple the price of whatever you paid in dark web
I think like nothing is peaceful and simple as it seems but maybe more peaceful than the other options available, purchasing SN was easy for me however the meds are a bit of a problem. I hope you find what you are looking for.
I don't know did you do the research or just saying this statement that "I think like nothing is peaceful and simple as it seems but maybe more peaceful than the other options available", there are peaceful methods like N which is proven from a lot of assisted suicide that it is peaceful and painless

Next method is inert gas method which is proven to be peaceful and painless but it is technical, need equipments and a lot of patience to do it correctly

Sn is not bad but hard to prove that people don't feel uncomfortable because sn act differently on different people
 
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NoLoveNoHope

NoLoveNoHope

Mage
Mar 25, 2023
560
Yes, many companies / individuals sell product that is regulated or illegal online and it is quite easy to find. I have found a few legit sellers for sedatives and SN from foreign countries but they are still easy to import.
 
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tryagain

Member
Feb 17, 2023
25
I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.
I found some easy enough and no questions were asked. Wish you luck with your search.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Yes, many companies / individuals sell product that is regulated or illegal online and it is quite easy to find. I have found a few legit sellers for sedatives and SN from foreign countries but they are still easy to import.
It is easy as long as customs don't seize it
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Yes, many companies / individuals sell product that is regulated or illegal online and it is quite easy to find. I have found a few legit sellers for sedatives and SN from foreign countries but they are still easy to import.
Could you please PM me some of those sources for SN? It's okay if you don't feel comfortable sharing it
 
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PoisonedOxygen

Member
May 20, 2023
76
Purchasing anything from dark web is not hard, okay if you can get me genuine Nembutal N from dark web (which is literally impossible), I will pay you triple the price of whatever you paid in dark web
Yes I'm talking of the proccess of purchase, after you've already found what youre looking for and its current availability. If you know how to encrypt messages and pay in crypto. And you are talking about finding and searching, which is the first thing you do and nothing what I've stated.

I don't know did you do the research or just saying this statement that "I think like nothing is peaceful and simple as it seems but maybe more peaceful than the other options available", there are peaceful methods like N which is proven from a lot of assisted suicide that it is peaceful and painless

Next method is inert gas method which is proven to be peaceful and painless but it is technical, need equipments and a lot of patience to do it correctly

Sn is not bad but hard to prove that people don't feel uncomfortable because sn act differently on different people
"I think like nothing is peaceful and simple as it seems" was a personal feeling that I've got as to me peaceful is also in peace with myself and even if you choose methods like N or Intert Gas your SI might still kick in and panic atleast this might be different for any person. If it comes to simplicity everything might seem simple even if you know some things will be hard to get, it's just the fact that it can get even more complicated depending on various reasons.
"maybe more peacful than the other options available" Yes, there are more peaceful and less painful options than SN, and there are also less peaceful and more painful like for example jumping.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Yes I'm talking of the proccess of purchase, after you've already found what youre looking for and its current availability. If you know how to encrypt messages and pay in crypto. And you are talking about finding and searching, which is the first thing you do and nothing what I've stated.


"I think like nothing is peaceful and simple as it seems" was a personal feeling that I've got as to me peaceful is also in peace with myself and even if you choose methods like N or Intert Gas your SI might still kick in and panic atleast this might be different for any person. If it comes to simplicity everything might seem simple even if you know some things will be hard to get, it's just the fact that it can get even more complicated depending on various reasons.
"maybe more peacful than the other options available" Yes, there are more peaceful and less painful options than SN, and there are also less peaceful and more painful like for example jumping.
No you can't find N in dark web, you can't find it anywhere except in Mexico in some places, that's why I said to you find genuine N in dark web because you said you can get everything in dark web

Don't say your personal opinion about different ctb methods without proof which will create unnecessary confusion for others, if you don't have proof to backup your claims better don't say anything because you are just creating fear among the people

We are talking about peaceful and painless methods, si and panic are different things, doesn't make sense to connect all these

"If it comes to simplicity everything might seem simple even if you know some things will be hard to get, it's just the fact that it can get even more complicated depending on various reasons.", what are you talking about, stop saying your thoughts and philosophy without proof and this statement doesn't makes sense

"maybe more peacful than the other options available" Yes, there are more peaceful and less painful options than SN, and there are also less peaceful and more painful like for example jumping.", why you talking about jumping now, I didn't even talk about that, we are talking about peaceful methods like N and inert gas methods which are proved that they are peaceful and painless

To anyone who is reading this, do your research and learn about all the methods, don't listen to people feelings, opinions and philosophy when it comes to choosing the methods, I had been doing research for so long, I am damn sure that N (if you can find it) and inert gas (if done correctly) peaceful and painless, next comes SN which can be uncomfortable mostly nausea, vomiting, stomach pain and headache which can be avoided by following the right procedures

I have proof and research to backup my claims that N and inert gas methods are peaceful and painless!
 
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PoisonedOxygen

Member
May 20, 2023
76
No you can't find N in dark web, you can't find it anywhere except in Mexico in some places, that's why I said to you find genuine N in dark web because you said you can get everything in dark web
I'm not saying a word about finding anything, you are clearly missing everything of what im saying. I am literally talking about procedure which is not linked to any item in particular.

si and panic are different things, doesn't make sense to connect all these
It seems connected to me which is why I've said the following (quoted below) but i agree it might be different from your perspective and not linked in any way so there i agree this might've bringed confusion.
this might be different for any person.

Anyway if my thoughts and philosophy pisses you off then you should stop reading I guess, everyone has right to their own opinion and to get philosophical.

Also you've seem obssesed about stating that you've done a lot of reasearch, yet I never said that I know better or stated that N or gas might be painful, the panic I talk about is linked to a persons mind not any method in particular. Literally all I ever said in the first place was venting and that SN is more peaceful compared to other methods.
I don't find any sense in this conversation whatsoever so don't count on me with future replies.
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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I'm not saying a word about finding anything, you are clearly missing everything of what im saying. I am literally talking about procedure which is not linked to any item in particular.


It seems connected to me which is why I've said the following (quoted below) but i agree it might be different from your perspective and not linked in any way so there i agree this might've bringed confusion.


Anyway if my thoughts and philosophy pisses you off then you should stop reading I guess, everyone has right to their own opinion and to get philosophical.

Also you've seem obssesed about stating that you've done a lot of reasearch, yet I never said that I know better or stated that N or gas might be painful, the panic I talk about is linked to a persons mind not any method in particular. Literally all I ever said in the first place was venting and that SN is more peaceful compared to other methods.
I don't find any sense in this conversation whatsoever so don't count on me with future replies.
These methods are proven that peaceful and painless, don't bring your opinions to the proven facts because I can show you number of resources and research when it comes to this

I will question you, if you make up things in your minds and write it here, when it comes to ctb methods because it is totally wrong and you are just hurting people who want to ctb with your opinions which have no proof

Your thoughts and opinions are not pissing me off but you saying all these without proofs, back it up with proofs and research or else stay silent when it comes to ctb methods
Yes however it depends what country are you in and what is the law, also purchasing anything from the dark web is not hard (but remember to find a reliable source so you don't get scammed). Where I live i can buy it like a new pair of jeans.
You clearly mentioned you can get anything from dark web or am I missing something?

It seems connected to me which is why I've said the following (quoted below) but i agree it might be different from your perspective and not linked in any way so there i agree this might've bringed confusion.

Si, panic, peaceful and painless methods all these words have meanings of their own, you can't change the meaning of these words with your perspective lol, what are you even talking about

To everyone do your research and read about different methods, don't listen to people opinions, philosophy and perspectives when it comes to proven facts because some people have no idea what they talking about, just join the forum and make up things to hurt the suicidal people who are already trying hard to understand different methods, especially think a lot before getting advice from the new members!
 
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Hitakiri

Melancholy
Mar 20, 2023
58
These methods are proven that peaceful and painless, don't bring your opinions to the proven facts because I can show you number of resources and research when it comes to this

I will question you, if you make up things in your minds and write it here, when it comes to ctb methods because it is totally wrong and you are just hurting people who want to ctb with your opinions which have no proof

Your thoughts and opinions are not pissing me off but you saying all these without proofs, back it up with proofs and research or else stay silent when it comes to ctb methods

Did you edit this comments because it was different before



Si, panic, peaceful and painless methods all these words have meanings of their own, you can't change the meaning of these words with your perspective lol, what are you even talking about

To everyone do your research and read about different methods, don't listen to people opinions, philosophy and perspectives when it comes to proven facts because some people have no idea what they talking about, just join the forum and make up things to hurt the suicidal people who are already trying hard to understand different methods, especially think a lot before getting advice from the new members!
No point in arguing, Viz. Comes off a bit obnoxious. Pois is clearly trying to get out of the discussion, and you seem to be nit-picking. You're best off just dropping it, and each of you going in with your day. No need to reply to this comment either. Both of your days will be better off, and more peaceful that way. Mine too, for that matter.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I think this bickering back and forth is very counterproductive, as we're all pretty much in the same boat here and, basically, have the same goals. We are not each others enemy. The anti-choicers are our collective enemy.
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
I found 2 websites selling SN, how do i know they're not scammers?
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
No point in arguing, Viz. Comes off a bit obnoxious. Pois is clearly trying to get out of the discussion, and you seem to be nit-picking. You're best off just dropping it, and each of you going in with your day. No need to reply to this comment either. Both of your days will be better off, and more peaceful that way. Mine too, for that matter.
Sorry I just can't stand people who try to change the proven facts with their opinions so someone have to speak up because it is not right as many people are trying to find a peaceful and painless way to get out

You can't just start a discussion then say no I don't wanna talk about it as soon as someone challenges your points that's not how discussions work, if someone say something about ctb methods they better back up with proof and research because there are people in this forum who really did their research on ctb and they gonna question it

It is okay if I come off as obnoxious which I don't care and I am fine with it because ignorant people are more dangerous than obnoxious people
I found 2 websites selling SN, how do i know they're not scammers?
Try to find people who already purchased sn and get sn from their sources, that's the best way to avoid scammers
 
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Wowser

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Mar 7, 2023
77
I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.
I found two Polish sources that deliver to me in Germany.
 
UnknownGuy69

UnknownGuy69

Member
May 30, 2023
13
I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.
Literally Amazon
 
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Robineas

Member
May 31, 2023
17
I found a reliable source in China, but I'm afraid to go my bank because I have to give them the paper to pay for it and my bank generally want to know a thing or two about payments to other countries. If anyone knows any good source please PM me, especially one that can ship to europe and also if payment can be made with paypal/western union. Thanks :)
 
Shirokuma

Shirokuma

Member
Feb 11, 2023
35
Update: Managed to acquire SN, finally has been delivered. It wasn't difficult at all, very easily available (Europe) if you do some light research.
 
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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.
It's just a salt for meat preservation..., Nothing special....,. It's like asking, can I buy a rope? Sn and rope both kill, but are made for other things. ..... Just like asking, can I rent an apartment on 7th floor? It's just a 7th floor, unless you want to jump. So , sn is nothing special.
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I was just curious as to whether people knew that if by looking hard enough on the internet, one may be able to encounter a legitimate seller of SN. A seller that is selling it legally and clearly and is not looking for any thorough information as to why you would be purchasing such a product.
Is it just a basic online shopping transactional process, or these days due to regulations and restrictions, do you need to go through great lengths to obtain it. (ex. deep web/ dark web, insider contacts, cryptocurrencies/ online wallets etc).
From what I've learned, SN seems to my preferred method, but I'm unsure if it's even that accessible.
There's nothing special about a meat preservation salt! NOTHING.., but some people trying to make it such a big deal!
 
Shirokuma

Shirokuma

Member
Feb 11, 2023
35
It's just a salt for meat preservation..., Nothing special....,. It's like asking, can I buy a rope? Sn and rope both kill, but are made for other things. ..... Just like asking, can I rent an apartment on 7th floor? It's just a 7th floor, unless you want to jump. So , sn is nothing special.
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There's nothing special about a meat preservation salt! NOTHING.., but some people trying to make it such a big deal!
How can you compare a rope, SN and a 7th floor apartment to all being the same thing. They are all quite literally three vastly different methods that achieve a desired outcome.

If a method is suitable for you to achieve that outcome, that method is notable. SN in this case isn't another thing, it's my preferred method of choice for a desired outcome. That is why I chose to make a willful effort to obtain it.
 
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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
It's a salt you can buy in your local supermarket. Nothing mystical or special. Only that some people are making seem like it's something special
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
It's a salt you can buy in your local supermarket. Nothing mystical or special. Only that some people are making seem like it's something special
local supermarket nah you can't buy from there, it depends on the country
 
Shirokuma

Shirokuma

Member
Feb 11, 2023
35
It's a salt you can buy in your local supermarket. Nothing mystical or special. Only that some people are making seem like it's something special
Well, I can tell you, at least for me. It definitely isn't something I could easily find in my local supermarket.
And by reading various threads by others on this forum, it would seem that in some of countries it isn't so easily accessible. This also coincides with the product becoming more regulated, sources becoming cut-off to individuals and the various instances of police welfare checks some people have recently encountered.
 

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