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futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
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Welcome to SS! :3 I hope you're able to find empathetic and relatable friends here! ^_^ And I'm sorry for all that horrible stuff which has brought you here~ :( I wish it could get better if it can~ :)
that's so unfair tho! :/ I'm so sorry you have to deal with losing your job and having all those mental issues too~ >_<
Thank you! :) So far mostly everyone here has been supportive and understanding. And it's okay, I'm used to life repeatedly screwing me over 🥲
I think what my former boss did was wrong and intentionally hurtful. But I'm glad I'm not in that toxic environment anymore. I can only hope things get better from here
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
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Welcome
Sorry you are here
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I think what my former boss did was wrong and intentionally hurtful. But I'm glad I'm not in that toxic environment anymore. I can only hope things get better from here
It really was! :/ and straight-up immoral to just kick you to the curb like that too! >_< I hope it works out for the best for you tho! :D I really hope it does for both of us! ^_^
 
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futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
169
It really was! :/ and straight-up immoral to just kick you to the curb like that too! >_< I hope it works out for the best for you tho! :D I really hope it does for both of us! ^_^
I honestly think it was planned out.. I'm in a car crash -> car is totaled -> I'm in the hospital -> can't communicate with him and so he sees this as an opportunity to fck me over because he KNOWS I'll have financial obligations and difficulties, but won't have any income. It makes me livid but you won't catch me begging for my job back 💯 At least he doesn't know I put dead spiders in his lunch more than once and signed him up for Scientology and Jehovah's Witness advertisements 😇

And thank you for the well wishes 🫶🫂 I hope it works out for you too!
 
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Slipofthetrigger

Slipofthetrigger

Isn't Everyone?
Jan 27, 2025
23
Hello! It's nice to meet you, but I'm also sorry to hear everything you've been through. I've also been hospitalized, but I felt that it did nothing for me in the long run, just medical bills to pay. I was inspired by your thread, and also made a greetings thread of my own. I hope I can connect with other amazing people too
 
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whysaz

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Jan 27, 2025
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I can really relate to what you said about interpersonal issues, changing how you perceive it and being tired... I'm so tired. People just don't get that I keep trying but it's never enough and that I'm never enough. Anyway. I relate.
 
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depressed-pos

depressed-pos

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
67
i relate to your story so hard, i hope you're able to find exactly what you're looking <3
 
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SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
145
Hi all. First, I want to thank the SS team for accepting me. I joined this site to talk with others who may have the same or similar mindset as me. I also wanted to see if there are others who have similar struggles. I've been diagnosed with BPD, PTSD, MDD, and GAD. I don't have a ton of support, so I've been feeling incredibly alone and the depression has been creeping back up.
I was recently in the psych ward for a suicide attempt and I knew my problems would still be there once I was discharged. A lot of it is interpersonal issues and yes, I know I can only change how I respond to them. But I'm so tired, physically and mentally, and I just want to fall into an eternal sleep. I truly don't think things will get better. On top of this, I recently lost my job due to abandonment (even though I was in the hospital), so I really feel like I have nothing left. I'm not sure why I'm here, and I'm devastated my attempt didn't work. I put every negative thought and feeling into my plan, only to have it miserably backfire. It took 11 months to build up the confidence to do it. It seems like this year will be about rejection and abandonment, so I don't want to take any chances and prolong my suffering. If you read all this, thank you. I hope to at least be able to connect with you guys. x
Exactly, that's one of the things that happy people can't understand, they always think that with effort you can get everything in this world, even happiness, but what if you don't have the strength to try anymore? Why don't they help us? They don't even bother to try to understand us, they just criticize us. I guess that only those who suffer can understand those who suffer. And I also feel that I don't have the strength to try anything else. I often spend hours imagining crazy ideas, for example, I recently discovered that there is a town with no government or laws, a kind of hippie town where they don't even ask for a visa to be there, it's called CHRISTIANIA, and then I think... what if I try to go there? But the lack of money always ruins any chance of trying something new.
 
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futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
169
Exactly, that's one of the things that happy people can't understand, they always think that with effort you can get everything in this world, even happiness, but what if you don't have the strength to try anymore? Why don't they help us? They don't even bother to try to understand us, they just criticize us. I guess that only those who suffer can understand those who suffer. And I also feel that I don't have the strength to try anything else. I often spend hours imagining crazy ideas, for example, I recently discovered that there is a town with no government or laws, a kind of hippie town where they don't even ask for a visa to be there, it's called CHRISTIANIA, and then I think... what if I try to go there? But the lack of money always ruins any chance of trying something new.
So true! We get blamed for not trying too hard, get told "Just be positive!", and told we're being too negative. Some people just don't have the strength anymore and feel like they've ran out of options. They've been fighting and surviving for a very long time, and it comes to a point where the suffering is just way too much. I'm so tired - physically and mentally - and I believe I've done all that I could. I have nothing left. The lack of money ruins everything :(
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
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Welcome to the site!
 
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SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
145
So true! We get blamed for not trying too hard, get told "Just be positive!", and told we're being too negative. Some people just don't have the strength anymore and feel like they've ran out of options. They've been fighting and surviving for a very long time, and it comes to a point where the suffering is just way too much. I'm so tired - physically and mentally - and I believe I've done all that I could. I have nothing left. The lack of money ruins everything :(
Totally true, I would love to be able to escape somewhere where I can be at peace, and heal from all the mental, spiritual and physical fatigue that I have accumulated since 2020.
 
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futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
169
Totally true, I would love to be able to escape somewhere where I can be at peace, and heal from all the mental, spiritual and physical fatigue that I have accumulated since 2020.
I hope you can find that peace and let go of everything that's weighing you down 💜
 
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