In so much pain. Feeling so alone

[pleaseletmeperish]

I am a NEET. Made some horrifically stupid decisions, and here we are. I am so, so lonely. I have zero friends IRL. I lie to the few I talk to online- none of whom I actually know. I don't really leave my house these days. Too depressed to even shower.

Please be kind enough to think of me sometime. I have supportive family but they really don't understand my pain. Would be nice to be thought of particularly when you are working on your hobbies, or doing something nice like travelling, eating good food... anything I am incapable of doing in this lifetime.

I have nothing. I will never have anything. But your thoughts. Please think of this pathetic soul who is barely clinging onto life. I love you all.

 

[bankai]

I think of you often, friend. I recall the posts you have made about asking us to eat good food on your behalf and such in the past. I think about them often.

I'm sorry you're struggling so much.I hope your situation gets better.

 

[WakingNightmare]

What sort of things do you like OP? Do you play games or anything like that?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it so painful to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Alias Pluto]

Thinking of you buddy

 

[Nightfoot]

I'm sorry you're in such suffering. I don't know you but thinking of you and I hope things get better for you.

 

[tooBadTooLate]

I'm in a similar situation to yours' too. Wishing you the best.