Venting In a limbo state of mind

[VampQueen]

I watched this video of a girl who is dying in May through voluntary euthanasia. It's so crazy of a concept yet comforting that it's an option for thoes who can actually have that option. I think about suicide constantly yet im afraid of death. I'm really jealous of the people who have human euthanasia resources and who have committed suicide and succeeded. Maybe because I have some attachment to this world is why I can't fully commit but facing the unknown is even scarier and a greater reason ehy I have yet to commit. Fuck, I'm such a pussy!! Attempt after attempt and I can't fully bring myself to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also really envy those who can be euthanised, it's really so cruel how we all cannot have that option, it would prevent so much suffering if people knew they had the option to die in peace on their own terms.